Reno stared at the ceiling as he lay on his bed.
What has Ryoga thinking? Why did he think he could just kiss him on stage like that?
A knock at the door interrupted his thoughts.
"Reno? Can...I…" Silence hit for behind the door, Reno knew what he was going to say.
"Can I speak to you about something?" Ryoga said opening the door slightly.
"I guess." Reno said sitting up. Ryoga walked in and sat himself next to the other.
"I'm sorry for what happened… on stage…" Ryoga said taking Renos hand; Reno saw the sorry in his eyes.
"Yeah I get it, its okay." Reno said facing away from the other taking his hand away why was Ryoga acting so gay? He was straight, right?"
"What are you thinking?" Ryoga asked trying to make eye contact, Reno looked with intensity.
"It's none of your business what I think" Reno spoke screwing up his nose; Ryoga was hurt by his words.
"You don't hate me now do you?" Ryoga asked
"No of course I don't, you're my best friend" Reno lit a small smile. Before Reno even blinked he found Ryogas arms around him.
"Ryoga san…" He was holding on tight to Renos body
"Reno…I…" Ryoga pulled his head back to look into Renos eyes and Reno knew what he was going to say
Don't say it Ryoga-san… don't say it…
"I love you." Ryoga said in a low voice
"Don't say things you can't take back!" Reno shouted taking Ryogas arms away from him
"But I do love you!" Ryoga cried as the other stood up.
Reno covered his face with his hands what was he meant to do?
"You're getting friendship and love mixed up! You can't love me you're a guy!"
Reno shouted down to him.
"What does gender have anything to do with it?! Why should we care what gender we are… If I love you I can't change that… it's just how I feel" that last words trembled away into the silence. Ryoga looked down in shame and embarrassment he couldn't bare the look of Renos face.
" I've never… thought as myself as being gay before but…" Reno said as he sat down next to the other. Renos eyes hid underneath his hair as he took Ryogas chin but his hand and gently kissed him. Ryoga made a small noise suggesting shock as his lover had kissed him.
