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I wish someone had told me the repercussions of falling in love, then maybe I wouldn't be lying here. My love left me for another woman and now I'm lying here begging the heavens to just let me die, to take me. Hermione will be home soon and I don't want her to try to save me. I know she will but I don't want to be saved, I just want her to understand why. If Harry was still here I wouldn't have resorted to such desperate measures. The sleeping pills are kicking in, I am drifting away.
I want to go now, no matter how much I have ahead of me. My family will be hurt by this but I can no longer go out into the world everyday and fake a smile, when I am dying inside. I can't pretend to be the bright, bubbly witch everyone loves when my feelings are the exact opposite. I can only truly let these feelings out when I am certain that I am alone. Now everything I do is spurred on by my determinedness to show Harry that I can make it without him.
I am positive that he knows it is all an act but he stays away nevertheless, not wishing to hurt me again by allowing me to see him with his new lover. I haven't a clue who she is but I would love to know. Not having entered the battlefield, I am already wounded and slain. I wish someone had told me the repercussions of falling in love, but instead I am left outside alone, like yesterdays newspaper. Like a shadow, I am and I am not.
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