This is my first attempt of writing. I love Glee and the characters so i thought i'd start there. The first couple quotes are from end of 3x15 but rest is completely different... Please read and let me know what you think if i should carry on?... Thank you, x

"I NEED to get into that school Finn!" and I NEED you to come with me! I can't do this without you." I exclaimed. I know I sounded crazy and insane but I was scared. Scared of my future, our future. I was scared where it would take us. I love him and now he had said that I needed 'to think if I was in love with him who I wanted him to be or if I was in love with Finn, real Finn. As he left I collapsed to the floor outside my locker and my heart sank. It was only last week when we were about to get married and now he was questioning my love for him. Where had this come from? I was just sat there on the floor pressed up against the lockers at the side of the halls goodness knows how long for until I broke into tears. As I did Kurt spotted me from down the hall and rushed over. He picked me up off the floor and walked me to his car. We just sat in silence sort of. He kept asking me why I was upset which I couldn't answer as a mixture of feelings flying around my head. He just kept saying my name until I looked up to him with big puffy panda eyes.

"Rach… tell me what's wrong. Is it Finn?" he questioned. I just looked at him and gave a slight nod before finally replying to him.

"Yeah… all I wanted is Finn and I to go to New York at the end of the year, with you of course and he said he was going to ever since he proposed to me and now because of Puck wanting him to take the pool cleaning job with him in LA. We had a row… he questioned how much I loved him and if I loved him for him, purely in love and not who I wanted him to be. Kurt what should I do I love him." Kurt looked at me shocked and as confused as I was. He pulled me into a hug before telling me everything was going to be ok, that he would talk to him brother to brother and find out how he was feeling.

After Kurt dropped me off at home I went upstairs and just lay on my bed thinking about Finn and what Kurt would say to him when he got home, as I lay there I wanted to feel his arms around me like on valentine's day but now thoughts of what Kurt would be telling him; would Kurt been talking to him as I was thinking these thoughts? I got changed into trackie bottoms, a white tank top and went down stairs to make a coffee whilst I scrapped my hair into a high ponytail. I felt my phone buzz in my trouser pocket. I pulled my phone out of my pocket like if it was a magnet and glanced to see who it was from hoping it was Finn. It was my dads ringing to ask what I fancied for my dinner as they were going shopping. I sat on the couch and constantly my head was throwing in all these thoughts of Finn and me, from the first time we met to my feelings for him when he was with Quinn and I couldn't do nothing to stop them being together to wonderful times of Finn and I together as a couple, our first kiss, and from when we told each other our true feelings to our kiss at nationals last May.

It was now quarter past six and I hadn't heard anything from Finn. My dads were back in from work and shopping and noticed that I wasn't myself. Dad came over and sat down beside me with a drink of water in my glass from Shelby to make sure I was ok. I just squose him in a hug and burst out crying over his shoulder, Finn and I had fallen out before but not over something like this and I thought we had matured, we were engaged. I explained everything to them both. They reassured me that everything would turn out for the best we just needed time to think out our future and how this was going to work after we graduated.

I went to bed early that night to clear my head and just when I was about to drift off I got a text – Finn: I need you Rach. I know you love me and you know I love you too? Xx I could feel my face light up as soon as I was about to reply I heard my bedroom door creak slightly open letting light come into the corner of the room. It was Finn. My dads had let him in. "Rach… You asleep?" he whispered as he entered my room. I turned over to face him sitting up in bed. I raced over to him and threw my arms around his neck and hugged him tight. I really didn't know what to say to him but I was just so happy he was there. "Finn…" I paused while I backed out of our hug "I will never give up on us." I told. I just looked straight up into his eyes as he replied "Me neither, I'm sorry. I just I…I am scared of my future, our future you have everything planned for you Rach and I've not."

From that I replied "I'd love to help you with that. I'm not going to leave you to work this out on your own. We'll do it together. You've got such a big future ahead of you Finn I see it you just need to believe in yourself…. I do!" He sat down onto the bed besides me and placed a small kiss on my forehead and smiled.

"You always know what to say but if we are both still serious about getting married and starting our new life together after graduation than we both need to agree and I know we both won't agree 100% of the time but I really do want to be with you Rach!" he poured out and I followed:

"I know we will. Of course I still want to share my life with you, get married in the future you know how much I want that so much. I can't imagine my life without you Finn and I don't want to. I'm always happy when I'm around you and thinking about you." I gave him a widening smile as he did the same and he pressed his lips against mine into a kiss; automatically my arm flew around his neck as he held me close deepening the kiss. When the kiss came to an end I couldn't stop myself from smiling as he rested his forehead against mine. I lay back down in bed and he lay next to me wrapping his arms around me holding me close. I loved the way we just fit together and when he strokes one of my arms up and down while are fingers interlocked with the other hand. My dads then came into my room to check to see if everything was ok "I see you two have made up then…" my dad said looking at the way we were together which I replied " I couldn't be any happier." And I turned to look at Finn who was still holding my hand under the covers, stroking the top of my hand with his thumb. "I see that" daddy said while nudging my dad.

"I best get going my mom will be wondering if everything's ok" Finn said as he looked from my dads stood in the door way to me. I gave him my sad face and pouted at him not wanting him to leave. My dads gave him a wink and left my room.

"I don't want you to go can't we just snuggle a little longer?" I questioned pulling his hand as he tried getting up. "I wish I could babe but I have that Spanish essay due in tomorrow for Mr Schu and he's already given me an extension on it." Finn hesitated as I pulled him back giving him a passionate kiss before he left. "I'll see you in the morning" he said. I got up and walked him down stairs still hand in hand. I walked him to the door when my dads called from the couch "It was nice to see you Finn say hi to Carole and Burt for us.", "I will do thank you for having me Mr Berry's." Finn replied as we stood facing each other clasping onto both of each other's hands. "I'll miss you" I said as I stood on my tiptoes to kiss him once more. "I'll miss you too." Finn said and lent down to give me a quick peck of a kiss (on edge) as my dads were still watching us. He left. I stood with my back towards the door after I locked it, walking over to my dads who were smiling and laughing at me as I was gleaming like a little girl on Christmas day. I sat down beside them on the arm of the chair with a smile plastered across my face.

"You're really happy when your with him aren't you darling" My dad stated as they stared at me. "Yeah so so much" I answered saying goodnight as I walked off upstairs to bed.

I arrived at Finns; I wasn't even half way up the driveway when I got met by him planting a kiss on my lips. "Hi" I mumbled through the kiss. "Hi. I was waiting for you" he smiled and grabbed my hand and walked me inside the house so he could get his bag for school. He sat me down on the couch as he grabbed his bag and then came back. "I really have missed you" Finn said to me as I stood up and looked up to him. "I have missed you too but where has this come from?" I answered puzzled with that he pulled me close to him with his hands interlocked around my waist. "Last night I had this dream that you broke up with me. I was lost without you." Finn laughed worriedly. I reassured him that that would never happen and that I will always be with him for the rest of my life whether he liked it or not." From that we kissed for a number of minutes until Kurt came in the room followed by Carole "Ok, Ok guys we get it your all loved up its wonderful but come on its quarter past eight in the morning." Kurt told us. Whereas Carole smiled at her sons happiness "Morning Rach… you know all Finn was talking about last night was you after he came back." Carole poured out as Finn's face turned as red as a tomato. Finn looked down to me and then to the floor in embarrassment after what his mother was telling me, which I found so sweet by the way. "Awwww" I couldn't help but say while I reached out to grab Finn's hand which was resting on his leg. Carole then couldn't keep from talking about how Finn felt last night from the worrying to his true feelings. Finn interrupted "Mom… Mom! Rach doesn't need to know about that… please." I laughed and told him that he is so cute when he's worried and he pulled me to the side of him. I kept looking at Carole who just kept smiling at the two of us and Finn informed me that we had to leave as we'd be late for first period if we didn't leave now.

As we got to school we parted our separate ways as Finn went to give Mr Schuester the essay whereas I met up with Quinn who started talking to me about her Yale plans at my locker. As I listened to Quinn's hopeful plans all I could think about is how it was my fault she was in that state even though she still denies it .listening to her I couldn't believe how close Quinn and I have become after sophomore year when Finn joined glee club. She hated me and I wasn't exactly her number one fan either but this shows how mature we both are now and how you can put any differences aside. I gave Quinn a hug we parted as we went to our classes.

At glee club rehearsal I sat besides Kurt and Santana but I couldn't wait to see Finn I mean I hadn't seen him all day. He strolled in scanning the room to see how many of us had arrived, he spotted me and pulled a chair over to the right side of where he knew I was sitting as my bag was plonked under the chair. I was stood next to the piano talking to Tina when Finn came over to us and said "hi" pulling me close to him. Mike called Tina over to him and Finn turned me round stroking my arm as I listened to him which I can't quite remember what he was talking about because I was too focused in his eyes. All I could remember him saying is "I love you, you know that? Hang back here after glee club with me." I loved it when he would surprise me as I got all confused with why he wanted us to stay back after glee club.

Glee came to an end as Mr Schuester packed up the music and left to go home just leaving myself and Finn in the choir room. He explained his dreams which he was scared to explain to me and to himself. Finn wanted to become an actor. "I want to go to New York, like tony, like you." I jumped into his arms and kissed him softly. I couldn't wait to spend the rest of my life with Finn in New York. My dreams were finally coming true.