MY LAST PRAYER

Was it all just a dream?..

Or maybe a vision

Between dreams and reality is where the shadows fall

Shadows that engulf me.

"Nakanaide (Don't cry)

Mata aou ne" (We'll meet again, right?)

Your last words to me

"Demo aenai koto (But not being able to see you)

Watashi dake shitte-iru no" (is something that only I know about.)

Isolates me

From you

Forever trapped in this crystal orb

This orb I once claimed as my home

"Konna unmei wo eranda koto (This fate that we've chosen...)

Itsuka anata ni mo hontou no (someday you too will understand)

Imi ga wakaru wa" (its true meaning.)

Do you see me?

High in the raven sky like once before

I believe what they say now

That this moon is cursed

That my life is cursed

I called one my first love

And he kissed me

By the cherry tree on a sunny day

And he was, and will always be

I called another an Angel of Light

He swept me away
"Aoi Hitomi" (Blue Eyes)
And an angel he is

But neither one is who I think of

Neither is the one I see

In the late hours of the night

And in the cold wind

I sit here,. trying to find you

Trying to call to you

Do you hear me?

..

No

...

Silence is my friend and foe

It is the mark on my tombstone

But it is not the dagger that spills my blood

No

...

It stirs up my thoughts

Of them

Whom I once loved

Could never return the happiness

I feel every time

You stare at me

I can hear them,

The mystic three

Plucking at this string around my neck

As if it were a violin

Playing out my sorrow

"Anata ga deau shiawase wo (Even though I should want to wish)
negaitai hazu na no ni (for you to find happiness,)
dekinai mijuku na jibun ni (I can't, I'm too immature.)
fuite mo namida ga deru" (I wipe the tears, but they still keep flowing.)

Time is like a photo-book

Each memory is a picture

A picture said to be forever

Do you remember?

I do

Is it all just a dream?

A wonderful hallucination that ensnares my senses?

No, it can't be

I remember everything

Embers at my side

Screams, thundered through my ears

Mysterious eyes haunting me in my sleep

Everything

As if the world were portrayed through a scene of violence

My heart racing

As the ground, crumpling beneath my feet

My head, rushing

My body, plunging into an endless pit

My last prayer

That an angel would come to rescue me

God didn't send me an angel

He sent you

And I pray that you will save me again

"Futari tsukutta kioku no takara (The treasure of memories that we've made)
zutto kokoro no kakure ya de ikite'ku yo" (will always live on deep inside my heart.)