I don't own Naruto
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Do You Know?
By
Silver Spirit
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Dear Sasuke-Kun
It has been 8 years since you left, I know you said let go but that is just impossible - Since I am reminded so strongly of your handsome face everyday by our little bond.
Do you know how much I miss you?
Do you know how much I still love you?
But those professions always fall upon death ears, this I know all to well. Look at me, so pathetic I've caused stains on the paper now, I sit here crying but it never helps anything!
My little apartment gets so cold especially at this time of year, the snow hasn't stopped glissading for days now and I'm worried for our health since none of my fires seem to bear the roaring heat yours always produced.
He look's just like you, our son.
Charcoal hair, Jet eyes a peachy pale complexion – handsome -giggle- I'm sure he'll grow up to be a babe magnet just like you, not that you appreciated that fact much. Often I wonder what you would have been like if your brother hadn't killed your clan? Would we be together? Would we have had our beautiful baby boy? Would you have been…happy? The answers we shall never know.
Saichi misses his daddy; of course I've shown him what you look like so he'll always know who his papa is, he cries for you in the night but its never you he gets calming his screams always me – like theirs anyone else – which he doesn't like very much at times causing him to scream even louder! That's the annoying thing about you Uchiha Sasuke you're his favourite and your not even here. Definitely his father's son – he's even got the Uchiha's cocky smirk already at 11 months! Unbelievable really, he's also got the arrogant air about him because he's already on his two feet exploring everywhere.
I'm making everything sound like its ok now, but its not! I'm a terrible mother Sasuke I let our little boy get hurt, I wasn't there to protect him! You'd be so mad with me and now…he's ill more than ill in fact, deathly ill.
What can I do? I can't find a cure for the poison!
What should I do?
I'm so very tired…
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Sakura dropped her pen as agonising screams came from the cot. The kind of scream that makes mothers insides curl, her sons pain was her own.
Shhhhh. She cooed into the delicate ear.
The infant was wrapped in a bundle of thick blankets, clutched by his mother's warm arms in a desperate embrace.
There was nothing she could do! What a pathetic excuse for a mother you are… were the words running through her mind?
Her baby was screaming in pain.
She could do nothing.
She was a medic-nin for god sake but still she was useless!
Useless like she's always been!
A BURDEN!
"No stop it"
"I'm not…I'm not"
"Why…why…why my family?"
Because you're weak.
"NO!"
Because some bastard tried and is killing your son!
Her cries were unheard to anyone but the bundle in her arms.
For she was alone.
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Sasuke-kun it seems you are not the only one now walking the cold path of revenge now.
I will cure our son and find the bastard who did it to him!
Sakura
Xxx
Just let me know what you think, it just a little story I've planned to cure my terrible writers block.
Please R&R (Read and review if you don't know lol)
Thankies.
