My room is secluded and private. I haven't left it since he died. It's been about a week I guess. I'm not really sure. The only thing I know is he's gone and never coming back. Oh, sorry forgot to introduce myself. I'm Violix Rose. But as I was saying, I can't tell if it's daylight or midnight. My brother Blaze is always tring to get to come out. He can keep trying. My black curtains are drawn and close. I barely see the black flames that outline the bottom of my walls. I can see little spurts of light coming through my dark curatins. Light is coming through the bottom of my door. I've come to a decision that it's daylight.
I hate her. She's trying to replace him. Demyx could never take the place of him. No mater how much he tries. She's betraying him. No matter what she says, she is. I can hear her talking to him downstairs. My sister is bugging my older brother. I can hear the wind coming through the cracks in my closed window. I hear his voice in my mind saying, "Vi, I'm not leaving you. I promise." I acn also hear my sobs, but what promise? He said he'd never leave me, he lied. I hate him, how could he do that to me? How could he let her marry Demyx. I need him, more than anyhting.
I reach my bed and pull the covers tightly over my head. I feel the soft comfort of my bed. Embracing me with it's open arms. I feel something pull me close and say, "It'll be alright babygirl." I open my eyes. He's gone. "Don't leave." I whisper but I'm alone. No one's there to hold me or comfort me. I feel pain. Not physical but emotional. A part of me is missing and it disspaears more everyday. I feel that empty spot in my chest get bigger.
I smell food. She's cooking. I'm so hungry. I get up and sit right back down. I'm not leaving. I refse to look that man in the face. She doesn't care how I feel or he would've felt. She only cares about Blaze, Taila, and Demyx. She doesn't leave me, only one person ever did. And he left me. I know he was trying to save me. Does that mean it's my fault he's gone. Ican smell it. Blood. It's enough to make my stomach churn. I bury my face in the pillow and begin to sob. I vaugely smell the salt in my tears.
I taste the tears rolling down my face. I can almost taste the food. Actulla I can taste it very well. I wanna go down there but, they've probably forgotten me. They all seem so happy.
"Vi...please come out." My little sister begs. "Go away Tai..." I yell. Then I finally hear her tiny footstpes reach the bottom of the stairs.
I wonder. I wonder if I'll ever see him again? I wonder if he'll come back to me? I wonder if she'll ever care again? I sigh and close my eyes. "Daddy, why'd you leave me?"
I hate her. She's trying to replace him. Demyx could never take the place of him. No mater how much he tries. She's betraying him. No matter what she says, she is. I can hear her talking to him downstairs. My sister is bugging my older brother. I can hear the wind coming through the cracks in my closed window. I hear his voice in my mind saying, "Vi, I'm not leaving you. I promise." I acn also hear my sobs, but what promise? He said he'd never leave me, he lied. I hate him, how could he do that to me? How could he let her marry Demyx. I need him, more than anyhting.
I reach my bed and pull the covers tightly over my head. I feel the soft comfort of my bed. Embracing me with it's open arms. I feel something pull me close and say, "It'll be alright babygirl." I open my eyes. He's gone. "Don't leave." I whisper but I'm alone. No one's there to hold me or comfort me. I feel pain. Not physical but emotional. A part of me is missing and it disspaears more everyday. I feel that empty spot in my chest get bigger.
I smell food. She's cooking. I'm so hungry. I get up and sit right back down. I'm not leaving. I refse to look that man in the face. She doesn't care how I feel or he would've felt. She only cares about Blaze, Taila, and Demyx. She doesn't leave me, only one person ever did. And he left me. I know he was trying to save me. Does that mean it's my fault he's gone. Ican smell it. Blood. It's enough to make my stomach churn. I bury my face in the pillow and begin to sob. I vaugely smell the salt in my tears.
I taste the tears rolling down my face. I can almost taste the food. Actulla I can taste it very well. I wanna go down there but, they've probably forgotten me. They all seem so happy.
"Vi...please come out." My little sister begs. "Go away Tai..." I yell. Then I finally hear her tiny footstpes reach the bottom of the stairs.
I wonder. I wonder if I'll ever see him again? I wonder if he'll come back to me? I wonder if she'll ever care again? I sigh and close my eyes. "Daddy, why'd you leave me?"
