Gone Forever ~ Part 1
By Jessica Miller, videl606@hotmail.com
THis is one of the first fan fics I wrote... I think I could Have Done Better
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"Hey look at this one Pan!" Bra shouted and nudged her friend in the arm.

"Huh?" Pan looked up from her book and looked at the red and blue sleeve-less shirt Bra was pointing at in her magazine. "It's... Cute" Pan Replied and continued reading her book.

Bra and Pan were both laying in Bra's front lawn on top of a blanket that had been laid there by Bulma earlier that day.

"Bra, Pan, Would you like a drink?" Bulma asked looking at the two girl through the patio

"Sure mom." Bra replied

Pan was reading a vampire book and Bra was looking through a clothing magazine.

"OKay Pan... Spill! Bra said as she set her magazine down and looked her at her friend.

"Spill what?" Pan asked as she sat up and crossed her legs

"Oh Come on... You've been silent ever since Trunks got home with the 'GFW'.

'GFW' stood for Trunks' 'Girl Friend of the Week'. Bra would often refer to any girl with Trunks as a GFW.

"So?"

"SO!!! YOU SAY *SO*??? What the hell is wrong with this picture???" Bra shouted at the top of her lungs

Goten walked over to the two girls. "GEEZ, Bra, Calm down chick. What are you on PMS overload today or what?

Bra sat up and waked Goten with her magazine. "NO! AND DON'T EVER CALL ME CHICK!" Bra shouted

"Sorry. Sorry! Anyway... where is Trunks?"

"Why do you care?" Bra asked and hit Goten again with the magazine.

"He is inside his GFW." Pan replied

"GFW?" Goten asked

"Don't ask. He's inside with Mary or whatever the hell her name is." Pan answered and continued reading her book.

"No Pan, I'm not inside." Trunks said in what sounded like a semi mad tone.

Pan Turned around towards trunks

Trunks Stood there with 'Little Miss Mary' hanging on to his arm.

"Hey Trunks." Goten said and waved to his friend.

"I will be there in a second." Trunks replied and walked with Mary over to her car. Trunks leaned in through her window and kissed her.

Pan rolled her eye's at the site and looked down at her book.

Mary drove away and Trunks came running up to the small group of three.

Trunks sat down next to Pan. "Heya Pan! What are you reading?" Trunks asked and tickled Pan.

Pan Shot Trunks away from her and stood up. "Why do you care? If you really want to know it a vampire book! OKay there!" Pan shouted and threw the book at Trunks.

Trunks stood up. "Pan what's wrong?"

Pan glared at him. "Nothing is wrong Trunks." Pan said calmly. She then grabbed her bag and started running towards the road.

"PAN!" Goten shouted and ran after her.

"What the hell is wrong with Pan?" Trunks said and sat back down on the blanket.

"OH DENDI-SAMA!" Bra shouted and threw her magazine at Trunks' head. "YOU ARE SO DENSE!!"

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"PAN!" Goten shouted

Pan heard Goten, but continued running.

"Pan..." Goten said firmly as he appeared in front of her.

"Leave me alone Goten..." Pan said and pushed Goten aside.

Goten grabbed Pan's arm. "No I'm not leaving you alone. What's wrong Pan?"

"Why so you can go tell Trunks or my Father?" Pan shouted

"No, but I'm not going away until you tell me what's wrong!" Goten looked at Pan with pleading eyes and let her arm go.

Pan stood there silent for a few seconds.

"Come on Pan... Tell me what's wrong." Goten asked again. He put his hands on her shoulders. "It's Trunks... Isn't it?"

Pan's eyes began to well up with tears and she started to cry.

'Why could Pan be like this because of Trunks?' Goten thought to himself

Pan dropped to her knee's.

Goten bent over next to her. "That's it, isn't it... You like him don't you?"

Pan looked up at Goten. "Like is hardly the word to be used." Pan managed to say over her tears.

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Bulma walked out onto the lawn with the two drinks fro Bra and Pan. "Hi Trunks, Bra, Where is Pan?"

"She took off and Goten ran after her." Trunks replied

Bra hit Trunks with Pan's Hard cover book. "She asked me, reject!"

"Oh Trunks... What did you manage to do this time to upset that poor girl? Bulma asked her son as she set the drinks down on the table.

"What do you mean by that mom? Trunks asked sounding confused.

"Trunks... Don't ask me that, You know what I mean. Every time your around her she ends up leaving here upset." Bulma replied and walked back inside the house.

"Am I really the reason Pan is always upset Bra?" Trunks asked his younger sister.

"I dunno." Bra was obviously more interested in her magazine then to sit there and talk to Trunks.

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"Pan are you sure your all right now? Goten asked her as he leaned up against the outside wall of Pan's house.

"Yes Goten... I'm Sure I'm all right." Pan replied with a smile.

"OKay then I'm going back over to Trunks' house for a while."

"Bye Goten." Pan said and walked into her house.

"Hi Pan. Back so soon?" Gohan voice startled her.

"Yeah dad, I'm going to go down into the training room for a while."

"Okay, just don't get hurt."

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"I will get it." Videl said as she got up to answer her door. Videl opened the door.

"Hello Videl, is Pan here?" Trunks asked trying to look past her for Pan.

"Trunks... You know better than to come over so late." Videl replied

"I know sorry, but I really needed to talk to Pan and I though we might get some training done."

"All right, She's downstairs in the training room... Oh and Trunks... No more coming over so late." Videl said with a smile and let Trunks in.

"Thanks Videl." Trunks said and walked down the stairway that lead to the training room. He stopped almost at the bottom of the stairway and listened in on sounds he might be able to hear over the loud music Pan had on. 'What am I going to say to her?' Trunks thought to himself. Trunks heard Rapid punching sounds hitting a punching bag. 'I hope she's not pretending that punching bag is me.'

The music had stopped. Trunks could hear Pan crying. He began walking over to Pan. She was sitting along the back wall, her head was resting on her hands. Trunks swallowed hard.

Pan heard footsteps and immediately wiped her tears away and stood up.

"Pan?"

"Uh... Hi Trunks." Pan managed to say without crying.

"Pan... did I..." Trunks paused. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing... really, it's nothing." Pan answered quickly

"Pan... I"

"It's nothing I just... hurt my arm while... training." Pan said in an attempt to make up an excuse for her crying. She looked at the ground. "What do you want Trunks?"

Trunks stepped closer to Pan and lifted her head up to his eye level. "Pan I just want you to be happy for once. What ever I did I'm sorry, really Pan, I am very sorry."

Pan shook her head. "You didn't do anything."

"What about you?" Trunks asked

"What?"

"What do you want?"

"I... I Want...." Pan closed her eyes for a moment and swallowed hard. She opened her eyes

"Well... what do you want Pan? What do you want me to do?" Trunks asked again.

Trunks became locked in her eyes

'What I want is you' Pan thought to herself.

"You really want to know Trunks?" Pan questioned

"Yes I do want to know."

And with that, Pan went for it. Pan closed the distance between them and kissed Trunks. She pulled away almost as fast as she had started.

Trunks stood silent looking into Pan's eye's. 'She just... kissed me...' Trunks thought. 'Does she... have the same feelings for me as I do her?' Trunks was still locked in Pan's eyes.

Trunks looked shocked and Pan knew he was.

A few tears rolled down Pan's face. "I... I... I'm sorry." Pan said slowly and began walking towards the steps.

Trunks appeared in front of Pan.

"I... I..." Pan started to say.

"Shhh..." Trunks' lips touched Pan's as he closed the distance. He placed he hands upon Pan's hips. Their tongues met and Pan lifted her arms around Trunks' shoulders.

"Pan do you want some..." Gohan's voice echoed through the room. Gohan dropped the drinks he was bringing down for Pan and Trunks.

Pan and Trunks let go each other and back away from Gohan.

Gohan's eyes flashed green but returned to their normal color.

Trunks could sense Gohan's Rage as well as Pan.

Pan... Leave now." Gohan ordered his daughter.

"NO!" Pan yelled back

"I SAID LEAVE!" Gohan yelled at his only daughter

Pan swallowed hard and walked to the stairs. She stayed near the bottom where she could still hear everything.

"Trunks..." Gohan Shouted

Trunks backed up. "Yes... Gohan?" Trunks answered in an uneasy voice

"Trunks I Trusted you, but now, you've lost it."

"Gohan I'm Sorry" Trunks pleaded.

"I Wont accept you apologies Trunks, I didn't mind all the other girls you were always with, but now... my daughter? What the fuck is wrong with your head? I thought you of all people, would know to keep your hands off of my daughter.

"Listen Gohan I..."

"No you listen you little ass whole! Keep the hell away from Pan, Got It?"

"No Gohan, I wont stay away I cant be away from her!" Trunks yelled back.

"Oh but you will stay away from her." Gohan glared at Trunks

"No I wont"

Gohan punched Trunks in the stomach causing Trunks to fall down. "Yes Trunks, You will, Don't you ever come near my house or Pan again." Gohan growled

Trunks stood back up holding his stomach. "Believe it or not Gohan, I do care about her." Trunks yelled back.

"You never showed it before Trunks, and you've also said that about the others..."

"AHHHH!" Trunks Punched the ground. "DON'T YOU GET IT!!! I never meant it about the others! The only reason I never showed it was because i was afraid to!" Trunks yelled out in a fit of Rage.

"Afraid of what? Me Beating the shit out you?"

"No! Gohan, I was more afraid of her than you! I was scared it might ruin Pan's friendship with me, and losing her scares me more that you and death." Trunks shouted over tears

"If you didn't mean it about the others, how can you say that you care about Pan?"

"Gohan do you honestly think I would have held that in if I didn't? Pan didn't know how feel about her, and she probably still doesn't but I do care about her a lot, Do you actually think I would want to hurt someone I care about, someone who always manages to make me smile on the worst of days? Someone I cant stand not being around for more than a day? HUH GOHAN? DO YOU.... DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT? Because if you do your mistaken, I haven't told Pan how I feel about her, And with the way your acting she probably never will know!" Trunks yelled out

"I've heard enough-"

Trunks cut Gohan off. "Have you really heard enough because I don't think you've gotten it yet!" Trunks' eyes flashed green but stayed there normal color.

"NOW LISTEN!... IF I EVER FIND YOU NEAR PAN I WILL NOT HESITATE TO KILL YOU!" Gohan grabbed Trunks by the throat and slammed him into the wall, choking him. "You stay away from Pan, I hope I have made myself clear." Gohan said calmly and let go of Trunks

Trunks fell to the ground and Gohan walked to the stairway, where Pan was leaning against the wall in tears.

"I FUCKING HATE YOU DAD!" Pan screamed and punched Gohan in the face as hard as she could.

Gohan was sent flying into the wall.

Pan ran up the stairs.

"Pan what's wrong honey? What happened?" Videl asked her daughter as she ran out of the hallway.

Pan looked at her mom. "I don't ever want to see dad again!" Pan answered calmly and ran into her room.