My first FanFic! Go easy on me lol I am firmly on Team Ivashkov and Adrian/Rose stories!

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Disclaimer: I own nothing. R. Meads owns all these lovely characters (even Adrian) ;/


His kisses create a burning on my skin...

His warm hands roaming down my sides...

Every caress is like silk across my skin...

Hot minty breath and featherlight kisses trailing down my neck...

"Rose you smell so good" he says...

The tips of his fangs grazing my skin, leaving tingles...

Excitement and adrenaline coursing through my veins...

"Are you ready" he says, nibbling my neck...

"Yes, Adrian I have never wanted this as much as I do now" I whisper into the night...

His fangs pierce my skin and I lose all train of thought...

Ohh God! He feels so great...

I love that's its me giving him blood...

He slowly pulls back and I slowly come back down to Earth...

I open my eyes and he's staring at me with all the love, wonder, and lust he evokes in me...

Those sexy emerald green eyes hold all of my life's happiness and joy...

I love you Rose, my little Dhampir, more than my own life he murmurs softly against my lips...

His warm lips teasing me to discover all the secrets and truths behind them...

I love you too, Adr...


Bam! I wake up with a start, my heart is pounding and I familiarize myself with my surroundings again, I'm back in my room in the Royal apartments...

I had an Adrian dream again... Those mesmerizing green eyes haunt my dreams...

It's been 6 months since the last time I've seen or heard from him but that doesn't stop him from coming to me in my dreams - not spirit dreams though.
Sometimes I wish he would bring me into a spirit dream so I could see him again.

My heart and soul call to him but nothing. He's gone. Done. Moved on.

I hear he's doing well down there in Palm Springs and that he's even dating Sydney now.

He deserves to be happy with someone like her. Don't get me wrong she's a great woman but the thought of him with someone else even if its her, makes my stomach clench in pain.

But I brought it upon myself. He thinks I betrayed him by cheating on him. I didn't bother to correct him that nothing happened. I couldn't bring myself to tell him the truth bout how I felt.

The bed dips and moves as someone beside me stirs... He sits up and turns toward me.

Roza are you okay? Are you hurt? Dimitri says.

Sometimes I forget he's here, I wonder if he has any clue who I dream of at night while I lay in bed with him.

Dimitri is great but my feelings aren't as great as they once were. It must be because my heart belongs to another. I couldn't bring myself to tell him that I loved Adrian more than him. I put on this big show to hide my true feelings and put on this big fake facade to pretend all is well with me, which is a huge lie. Not even Lissa knows what going on. Maybe it's time to talk to someone about this...

I'm fine, I'm okay Comrade. Bad dream. I tell him to ease his furrowed brow.

He doesn't know how bad the dreams are, as in guilty bad.

Could I get even more wrong by having dreams of Adrian like that while sleeping next to Dimitri. I wish there was a way to spare his feelings when it's time to confess...

How do you tell the supposed love of your life, your supposed soul mate that every time he kisses you, holds you, caresses you, makes love to you, you're thinking of another mans lips, hands, body and voice on your body?

No. There is no easy way no matter how I say this.

I wonder if Hallmark has a card for this kind of thing?

Adrian, Adrian, Adrian... Do you even love me anymore?


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