Away
Just something quick, trying to get a hold on Chrona's voice. Geez, I love this character. 3
I'm leaving.
I didn't want to leave, I didn't want to do any of this.
The Hell inside my head was getting smaller, too. I was getting better. Everything was getting better because of Maka. Maka, and then everyone else, too. I was starting to understand how to deal with it.
But then she came back. I didn't know it was her but she came back and ruined everything. I couldn't tell anyone, not even if I wanted to. Because I always have to do what she says. Because that's what she says.
I don't want to. Just like I don't want to leave. I don't want to listen. I don't want to do what she says.
But I have to, and then I can't deal with anyone. They would all be mad at me if I told them, and I can't tell them anyway. I can't. I can't do anything.
I'd rather just stay by Mr. Corner forever. Then I'd be safe from Medusa-sama, and I wouldn't have to deal with anyone. Ragnarok might try to talk to me, though, and I don't want that. He'd tell me I was being an idiot again. I don't want to have to deal with him either.
But, I can't do that. I wasn't able to do that.
I wanted to scream, but not to resonate with Ragnarok, for once. Just to tell her what I wanted. That I wanted to stay. But I couldn't. I can only scream to resonate, I can't tell anyone anything. Ever.
Maybe one day I'll be strong enough to overcome Medusa-sama. That I'll be able to overcome that insanity. I don't know if I can, though, since I've listened to her for so long.
But that was before Maka, before everyone else, before I met them. So maybe I can do something now. Maybe I can come back and face them and tell them I'm sorry. One day. When I'm strong enough to do it.
But for now, I'm leaving.
