Pain. Emptiness. All I ever feel all my life.
Been trapped in Solitary far too long.
All my life, I have been watching, never fighting, and watching people like Kiba and Naruto fighting for me.
First time I really tried to fight, that time, that fight was at chunin exam and the fight was against my brother, or cousin, Neji, I still lose.
Why can't I stand for myself, all of my life I keep trying to protect one that I loved, but I failed and everyone protect the princess once again.
Why do I have to be princess? Why can't I be a ninja? I might be ninja on the outside, but on inside everyone treat me as princess.
When Naruto fought Pein and was losing, I joined in the fight protecting one that I love, Naruto, but I lose and Naruto have to protect me once again.
After the fight, Naruto told me that he didn't like me back. Of course, a ninja can't like a princess, why can't they see that I am truly a ninja not a stupid princess.
When we are fighting Ten-tail host and Madara, Neji died protecting the leader, Naruto, Everyone I ever know always fallen by the protecting the higher, some fall protecting me, can't they see that I don't need protecting?
I am jounin now, but nothing has changed, Princess that they still call me. How disgusting that name sounded in my ear.
Tsunade offered me the position of being head ANBU, Of course, I accepted without any second thoughts, I couldn't be around people I knew, and they still pitied me.
I let Tsunade know about my plan and she accepted, glad that not everyone still labeled me as princess.
I packed my thing that night and left my home without second glance, moving in small and abandoned house. I gathered my formal clothes and throwed it in the fire place, watching my status burn to ashes.
I picked up the kunai and hold it in my right hand and hold my hair in left hand and I cutted my hair and threw it into fireplace, Now Hinata doesn't exist anymore, now I am ANBU captain, Amaya.
Few months after, I was well known as The Shadow, Famous assassin, always striking my opponent without him or her seeing me, there was no survivor. Once I am after them, their lives are over.
Everybody knew that The Shadow was part of Konoha ANBU. Only person who truly know who are The Shadow are Tsunade and Myself, as ANBU Captain.
Thousands has hunted for The Shadow, because for her head is highest boundary you'll ever get. But nobody ever found her.
Same was true for Hinata, She has vanished off the face of earth, and will they ever find out where Hinata is?
