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I just got Miranda Lambert's album "crazy ex girlfriend" I was listening to desperation, and thought of this songfic. I'm on vacation, so I have nothing better to do.
Disclaimer:I dont own the song "Desperation. That belongs to Miranda lambert and her record company. I dont own "Maximum Ride", that belongs to James Patterson.
ENJOY!
20 years later
Throw a dog a bone, I'll take it if I have to.
I had locked myself in my room, the flock had tried force me to eat. After they had gone to bed, I raided the fridge.
Go real fast, like there's somewhere we can get to.
I had said goodbye to the flock and now I'm currently forcing my wings to go as fast as they possibly can.
What's the use of standing right there on the edge, if there ain't nowhere to fall.
I had tried suicide by falling off of the cliff, outside our house, but I couldn't die without seeing him again.
What's the use of hangin' on tight to the phone, if nobody might call.
I was stupid for hanging onto my cell phone just waiting for him to call me or text me. (They do have them! Remember book 6? Max calls Nudge.)
Desperation. There's danger in frustration.
I was dangerous when I was mad. Fang knew this.
Complicated words slippin' off of your tongue, and ain't one of them the truth.
He started saying stuff about how he was sorry that he left, but he just had to. He said Dylan was right, but I thought he hated him.
I'm still desperate for you.
I was still desperate for Fang.
Tell it like a lie, live it like a movie.
We were always telling lies, and our lives were one big action movie.
Give a heart away like it don't mean nothing to me.
He broke my heart.
What's the use of making all the plans that we made, if you weren't gonna go.
I had everything planned, but he ruined it.
What's the use of slapping on a smile for a face, if your eyes don't wanna show.
I tried to smile for him, but my eyes wanted to hate him.
Desperation, there's danger in frustration.
Actually, we both were dangerous when we were angry.
Complicated words slippin' off of your tongue and ain't one of them the truth.
I wanted to believe him, but I couldn't.
I'm still desperate for you.
How many times do I have to say this? I love him
Well it's too damn bad you didn't have a chance to make me your best friend.
He could've had another chance.
You were too caught up in givin too much up.
He gave up on me.
And not doin what you should have been.
He should have been there for me.
Desperation.
Gosh, I hate this feeling! Should I kill him or kiss him?
*dabs at tears* so emotional. Poor Max, caught in such a delicate situation.
Anyway… Review and tell me if it was good, bad, sappy, or delusional. I may or may not be on meds…
Also, if you read this, please review, I'm having a hard time thinking of ideas.
R&R!
