BEAUTY
A SonicXAmyXShadow story
(based on the video posted on youtube, with the same title)
It just feels so cold…
I know I may have a screwed up mind sometimes (everyone somehow does…)
But I've never felt the cold that I'm feeling on such a hot and pleasant night…
What is this feeling going through me??
Here I am alone in these dark woods…
What happened with my obsession with Sonic??
I always loved Sonic, and that's the absolute truth…
But why can't I stop thinking about him??
This has been going on for quite a while…
He always noticed me… He managed to disguise it, even when it was known that I and Sonic finally got together…
I still feel like it wasn't right when I offered myself to Sonic… I mean… I've always dreamed and had curiosities of how it would be, when you do "it" for the first time with someone…
I was ready… But I don't know if I did it with the right person…
My doubts began on that simple day:
I was on my way to Sonic's house, when Shadow appeared out of nowhere. There was kindness in his voice, something unusual…
"Hiya Amy…" he said
I passed by him, and slowed down, but I didn't look at him.
"Ummm… Hiya Shadow…" I said
I was really trying not to look at him
"Do you have a minute??" he suddenly asks
I stopped after he said that. I still did not look at him, but I replied.
"I'm kinda in a hurry, but what's up??"
I heard him getting closer to me… By impulse I turned around, and he placed his arms around me…
"So-Something wrong??" I asked, as I felt cold sweat.
I was beginning to be scared. I felt a deep dark cold feeling in my stomach…
"I can't hide my feelings anymore…" he said with a seductive voice.
I looked him in the eyes…
He then closed them and placed his lips upon mine…
I felt my face beginning to be hot. It was like he wasn't being himself, this whole time. A new Shadow was born to me on the moment he kissed me.
When I came back to reality, I immediately pushed him away.
"Stop it Shadow!!" I yelled, kind of embarrassed.
We looked each other in the eyes for the firs time, that day.
"Why do you keep fighting this??" he asked, visibly mad.
I began to feel my heart jumping.
"I'm with Sonic now… Stop trying to mess with my emotions…" I said with a lower voice.
"What do you see in him??" he asked, taking a few steps in my direction.
"I'm leaving…" I said very quickly.
And I ran as fast as I could…
He didn't follow fortunately…
I kept asking what had happened back there. The way he kissed me… It stayed on my mind…
I only stopped when I got to Sonic's house.
I knocked…
And the next moment we were happily dancing on each other's arms… He was so happy to see me…
"Hey babe, I missed you…" he said very smoothly
"I missed you too darling…" I said with a tired voice.
It was almost dark outside, and the sky was with a "bloody" tone…
I watched it throughout the window, while Sonic was doing something in his room. I was still thinking a lot about Shadow…
"Something wrong??" said Sonic suddenly from behind me.
I jumped and turned at him, quickly.
"No, nothing's wrong… Why did you asked that??" I replied.
He cared for me…He always did…
"By the look on your face…" he said very gently.
I walked to him and placed my hands on his face. I wanted to get lost on those deep green eyes…
"Must be my impression…" he said with a gaze that left me mad of desire.
A tear started to grow on my right eye.
I then said with a seductive tone:
"Just shut up and kiss me…"
And the next minute we were giving one of those "Hollywood-like" kisses. We squeezed each other real close to each other. It was like the whole world didn't exist at that moment. Not even Shadow…
Next minute we were inside his room. I threw him on the bed and continued with that long kiss… Only God knows how much it lasted…
We stopped kissing him, and climbed on the bed with him…
We looked at each other in the eyes, silently, for a while.
Again I felt my eyes pouring with tears… My thoughts of Shadow were coming back…
I kissed him quickly so he wouldn't notice…
Next minute I felt his hands, unzipping my dress…
And the next minute I was like a part of him and he was a part of me…
It was… phenomenal…
Later our bare bodies were side by side… My head was on his shoulder and I felt kind of sleepy…
"Sleep well… Amy…" I heard him whisper, before falling completely asleep.
Although I felt really great after that, now that I think of it I feel weird…
I mean…
How could I have gone to bed with Sonic thinking about Shadow??
It's like I wanted to do it with Shadow…
Oh… How am I ever gonna figure this out…
I hope time can help my thoughts….
