I legit do not own anything blablabla :'(

sad i know but here we go, new to this stuff blablabla

on with the story ^^

Ch 1

– Kyo

I feel numb. It could be the cold weather; it could be my thinking, again.

Sometimes I think why do I live here? Why do I stay? Why did I have to come back and not just run away? The dark realisation hits me. Akito, that's why i can never run, because I'll always be found, no matter how far I run, walk, crawl…dam this curse. Sometimes I wonder why I had to be born at all. And as a cat.

Was it because I was bad in my other life? Or was it what natured had intended for me? Some questions were never meant to be answered. It doesn't matter, I'm already broken. No love, no kindness, well, except Tohru, but she doesn't really count. The torture I've received from Akito and the neglect of others. They can't help, they're not as cursed I am: lowest of the low.

I've started to take comfort in others to replace the pain, especially when I'm at one of my lows; it helps, but not by much. The pain still comes back and so does the regret. After all the activities, I feel used afterwards, but I feel useful for once, and it helps to get a bit of extra cash. Nobody knows that I do this, and why should they? It's not like they'd care anyway, and it would probably give the family something to gossip about.

I look up and notice it's 2.06am. I think I need some milk. I get up and walk down the stairs towards the kitchen. I decide to keep the switched lights off, no point in turning them on since I can see pretty well in the dark anyway. I get out a glass and open the fridge, with the blinding light the glass drops to the floor and I swear loudly. I let my eyes adjust to the new light source coming out from the fridge.

I go down to pick up a larger piece of the glass and slice my finger on it

"Ugh" I moan and forget the pain briefly. I look down at the cut, how deep it is, but it isn't that. I notice how the blood looks sort of pretty in the bright light of the fridge.

I hear the floor upstairs creek and begin to panic. I slip the large piece of glass in my pocket and clean up the rest on the floor; wrapping it up in a newspaper and chucking it in the bin.

"What are you doing baka neko?" Yuki said

"Nothing" I grumbled

"Then why are you being so loud?" Yuki said

"I dropped a glass princess" I spat back at him, shutting the door to the fridge and walking back to my room quietly so as not to disturb anybody else.

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Also thanks SavannaXXX for fixing this baby up for me ^_^ (p.s she's an amazing beta)

Also thank you for reading part 1 ^_^