This is my first story. I hope you like keep in mind that I'm actually from Germany, so English isn't my mother language.


You know what? I really loved my life and my family and friends as well. I never thought that there could be something better than that, but I was wrong. There IS something after death and to be honest, it's perfect. Many things have changed and I regret almost everything. Every mistake I've made and every wonderful experience I could have made if I was a little braver and not shy. Now, I can only watch the world destroy itself.

Oh, did I mention that I now have a very special person at my side? He's the reason why I'm happy here and he was the reason why I didn't fear my death, because something told me that he's waiting for me. I wanted to be at his side so badly for so many years and now he's finally here...or I'm finally there. I don't really know how to explain it, but it's like I'm in a different world. It's the world I wanted to live in since I first watched the Naruto-Anime. However, I love the way HIS long black hair is waving in the wind, his beautiful pale skin and his eyes. These wonderful golden snake-like eyes.

By the way, you can call me crazy, because I'm happy that I'm dead, but then life's hell, death is heaven. I love the situation I'm in so I also declined one offer that could've changed everything: the offer to go back. Before you call me even more crazy, please read on...
I declined for now. At first I want to see how the world develops the next few months and then I'll decide what to do, but while I'm observing, I'd like to tell you my story. I want you all to understand my feelings...


I know, the first chapter was very short, but the next ones will be longer, I promise...

See ya!