My eyes glowed hot pink helping to hide everything that I was thinking in a single moment of terror and hate. Because i was terrified of falling on my ass and making a fool of my self and because of all the things I hated started with him.

My mirror shattered and fell to the ground.

Robin was my arch enemy but to him I was a lowlife criminal. not in the big times but not completely off his radar. The hive five was full of stupid guys. This was without any doubt true and I was the leader of a bunch of monkeys and a mammoth. Whats the point in being a bomb ass villainess if no one notices? Not even your #1 enemy.I threw my self onto my plush pink bed and sighed.

I pulled my brush through my hair with ease and suddenly all sorts of calm washed over me and I flushed pink. My skin was clammy and my heart was beating fast I felt like someone was pushing ice to my skin but I was alone. This was just how Id feel whenever the thought of what a loser i am crossed my mind. I smiled devilishly 'some day my prince will come'. Fucking Cinderella and her optimism.

"That's seven years of bad luck ,stupid." My voice echoed in my head.


"Robin? You never talk to me. Before we were so close. I want before Robin. Even Silky sees it." Star held out her pet mutant worm that shared the pleading eyes that graced her face.

"Star Ive just been busy. Sorry its just really hard lately with crime up and ..." I stopped myself hoping she hadn't noticed my unfinished sentence but instead her eyes grew big and she began shaking her head.

"Is the Slade back once more. Because Rob..."

"Starfire Slade is dead and not coming back!" She flinched with all kinds of shock crossing her face and then big green eyes became dim and sad.

"Robin we have been...far."

"What are you talking about Star?" She shook her head rapidly and looked up at me nervously.

"You don't talk to me though I am both your girl and your friend. Why?" She started to get jittery and lifted herself slightly off the ground.

"Star I don't know what you mean?"

"Robin. You do. so I am saying that I can be your friend."

"What do you mean Star do you. Are you?"

"I just can not be your girl and friend."

"You're breaking up with me?"

"Yes Robin I am doing the break up. I am sorry but I miss you so I can not be here."

"Star I'm sorry I am. I can..."

"No Robin. You can not. " She looked away from me and over to the large purple bags lying on the floor. "I am sorry but I must go back to Tamaran to do the thinking."

"Star really I'm sorry you can think here PLEASE! Don't go."

I woke up from my recurring nightmare with the same clammy skin and slick wet raven hair I awoke with every night since she left. I grabbed my head and felt my cold skin against my hot face. It felt good because every time I thought of Starfire and how it went down. I wondered if she thought of me. I wondered if she needed me. because of how badly i need her.

I pulled my self out of bed and trudged down to the training center. It was the only thing that helped the one thing i thought I needed. But I know what I need now. I need to hear the soft laughter of Starfire. Her voice. her touch. I missed everything about her. There was no one but her for me. I just wish she believed me


"Ow!" Beast boy pushed me back in the form of a large green gorilla and pounded his chest."Boys are so dumb" My eyes glowed pink and he tripped over the gumballs that fell from the shattered gumball machine.

"Smart",Raven passed over him in the form of a shadow while fighting kid wykkyd and chimed in in her famous monotone.

"She tricked me!" Beast boy lied to protect his pride while still struggling to stand.

"Jinx!" robin kicked the air where my head had been and seemed to get really mad because he hadn't expected me to dodge it. I'm glad i did though because the last time i had seen him he wasn't anywhere near as toned as he was now. he was crazy bulked up and it seemed like all he did was work out. He was obviously tired I could tell from the circles around his eyes. They were big and dark and even with his face covered up he looked washed out and fought like an actual ape. I was use to a more nimble opponent.

"Whats up with you?"

"Nothing!" He hit the wall behind me and got his hand stuck. A waved my hand in his direction and he fell back as his hand was released by the wall. A long thick crack ran up the wall and the building crashed in half instantly. I heard many screams before i felt the ground give out and everything was dark.