Ok people this is my very first Fanfiction , so I probably have a few mistakes ..I've never really been a writer ,but this is how I thought the story should have gone after Bella left to go save Edward …..=)

And come on ppl Please Review !! I need to know what you think =)

I do not own anything except MY characters and story.

I absolutely hated that we were moving .I wanted to stay in New Jersey, all my friends were there ,school, life , EVERYTHING , now how was I going to start over But you know , Dad got a job here so , we didn't really have a choice.

We had been driving for a couple hours now, I was getting really impatient, I hate staying in one spot for too long, it drives me Crazy!!

When the hell were we going to get to this place? , and what's it called again , oh yeah, La Push. I've never even heard of that place for the whole eight years I've been living in the USA.

"dad are we never going to get there?", you could hear the impatience in my voice.

"be patient Hunny", my father said quite calmly , it seemed like the long drive wasn't even bothering him .

And what made it even worse was that I had forgotten to charge my ipod.

"wake up Lily we're here " , dad said while shaking me .

I was surprised because I hadn't even realized that I had fallen asleep.

"Finally" , I said as I yawned

I looked outside ,the place was cold ,cloudy and very Rural looking, well I guess I'd have to get used to that part also.

The house was was smaller than my old one , but in a way I liked it even though I hadn't gone inside yet

Don't judge a book by its cover, that's the saying isn't it ?

I helped my Dad unload some of the luggage, and about five minutes later the moving truck arrived with our stuff.

Well I wasn't wrong the house was equally nice inside .I thought it was small and somewhat cute.

It was going to be a long day, and already I was tired just thinking about it .

JACOB's POV

I was shattered, Bella had left me to go risk her life just to see the leech. The pain was unbearable. I was in love with Bella, but she had never returned those feelings. The slightest chance she had ,she left to go see him , even after all he had done to her.. left her broken , hurt and depressed and she just went running back to him.

Well that's exactly how she left me ,I too was depressed ,just the thought of me losing her ,of her never coming back ,being probably dead right now.

I wanted to die, I couldn't stand the pain , the tears rolled down my face . I needed to get over her, she obviously didn't want me even though I wanted and needed her, I would have given up everything for Bella , just saying her name made the pain fuel up in me .

Come on Jacob, stop this ! , you need to get over her! , I tried to convince myself .

Ahh well..Life goes on , even though that didn't seem like that was going to happen. I began to tremble and before I knew it I phased and ran off in to the forest.

LILY's POV

I walked into what was to be my room, it was going to need a lot of had potential though, just needed a lot of time and effort, and of course my special touch.

" So what do you think of the place?" ,dad asked

"Its nice", I told him and I really meant it , well besides the fact that I was not going to be able to see my friends and life would totally be boring from now on. Atleast the house was cute .

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I woke up early that morning. It was Monday, my first day at my new school here in La Push.

I was a total wreck. 'there's nothing to we worried about' I trried to reassure myself. But who was I kidding .

I finally calmed down and went to go take a shower and brush my teeth. I decided to wear my favorite grey pair of jeans and a pink hoodie , that was casual enough I thought.

"Hurry up Lily " , my dad shouted .

"yeah I'm coming"

I ran downstairs , took a sandwich and a Capri-sun, I didn't have time to come my hair , so I left my curls just the way they were.

Honk..honk…honk.., Dad was now blowing his horn for me to hurry up.

"I'm coming , whats your problem", he was irritating me now but I understood why he was in a hurry.

"lets go" , I said as I jumped in the back seat .

"you better try to be early to school in the future , and change your old ways", said teasingly

"yeah dad " , I answered smiling.

As we approached the school , I could already see the cliques. It was going to be a long day …I sighed.

"Bye dad" , I said as I got out the car

"hope you enjoy your first day Lily, I'll be back to pick you up at three , bye , love you hun"

" Love you too dad"

I automatically felt the stares as I was walking inside, now could this get anymore awkward?

It wasn't hard to find the registration Office.

"you must be Ms Rodrigues " , the really friendly receptionist addressed me .

"yes I am ", I said with a polite smile

"here's your schedule " , she said as she handed me the paper with my schedule.

" Thanks , and enjoy your day " , I said

" You too dear" , she replied

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Nervousness consumed me , I was terrified. This was one of the things I didn't like about my self , my extreme case of nerves. I approached the door of my first class of the day , English.

I took a deep breath , and slowly walked through the door .