Oneshot... could have a sequel...
sorry for the spelling and grammar serious mistakes...
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The hardest word
He had gone way too far with Molly, he knew it was a mistake, he try to fought with his unwanted crush but he couldn't...after the whole evening spent at Molly's classroom playing with the kids, he decided to do something about it...but in the wrong way...as he usually does...instead of convincing himself to let it go...he went straight forward instead...
Causing arguings with Betty about his whereabouts...about his behavior...towards everyone... specially Connor and of course Molly...( with whom developed a "cold indifference shield" to avoid suspicions )...
Yeah....Betty wasn't stupid...she knew that there was something going on there...but she got it wrong...thanks to the "shield"...she thought that he was just being rude to Molly and that she didn't understand why...if Molly was a sweet woman...that was real...normal...of course...he knew that...
thats why he had a crush on her on the first place...
so Betty encouraged him to get to know her... if she was his colleague and friend's fiancée...
he should tried to be nice to her... so...instead of pushing him not to see her anymore...
which he knew he obviously should have...just because all the reasons Betty kept pointing out...
she told him spend some time with Molly...that he should get used to see her around...
specially after the marriage...and specially because...he was the god-dammed bestman !
Yeah! In deep troubles he was...
-.-
The troubles deepened when Betty walked in on them...in one of the Mode's-pointless-parties which usually she hosted perfectly...
He still remembered that day...how could he ever forget it?...the look on Betty's face...
her expressions...where bitterly-priceless
And suddenly while she understood his behavior towards Molly...he was making a summary of all his screw ups since practically the day he was born and specially since he met her...Betty...her uncommon assistant...till that day and he understood something too...
That the more he screwed up...the more she stepped away from him...he couldn't blame her... he deserved it...he was shallow and self-centered...amongst other things which she remarkably pointed out pretty well that pernicious night...
What hurt him the most was that she was so beyond angry that night...she was deeply disappointed...something worser than angry...
He truly disappointed and hurt her...specially when he told her that he tried to fight his impulse...that he knew he was doing something remarkably stupid...she told him that she could have helped him...and avoid all the trouble that came later...
The press...the scandal...things he wanted to bury in the darkest corners of his obviously wasted mind...and never think about...
But in that moment...miles away from all the scandalous...gossiping city of New York...in a wine-yard near a city which he never bother to ask the name...in France... all he could think about was...
how he missed the only person that he truly cared about...
The person that he just tried to call for the hundredths time since he got there...but as soon as he was going to press the last number he hung up...because...as the song says... "...what should I say when its all over...and sorry seems to be the hardest word..."
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sorry for the spelling and grammar serious mistakes...
