Hello all! Just wanted to try my hand at a one-shot, so review if you like; review if you don't!
Thanks,
Lexxy
The flames were burning, and I had the knife pointed at my throat, ready to tear my body into shreds of flesh.
As I prepared myself to step into the flames, I uttered a quick prayer to The Creator, to maybe, just maybe, forgive my sins.
Creator, or God
Maybe if you really do exist
you will see what happened;
But not judging, seeing.
I will never forget the look in my family's eyes
as they cowered away from me, at the very end.
Emmet tried to stop me,
yet I was too strong, even for him.
Alice, my best friend, my sister,
tried to talk to me, when she saw the power
gaining control no matter how hard I fought.
Even Rosalie's perfection could not save her.
It finally came to an end, and even in death
her beauty unbroken.
Poor Jasper,
he tried,
to calm the brewing storm within.
Even his waves of calm couldn't stop it spreading.
Carlisle, I hope
that even as I ended your existence,
in life, and in death,
I pray that you are in the paradise
you always dreamed of.
Esme,
You were like a mother,
caring, sheltering, and loving
even till the end.
Yet, your kindness could not
stop the struggle within.
The flames grew nearer to me, as I neared the end, and I slid the knife closer to my unbeating heart. I prayed my dearest and final prayer.
Edward, my beloved, my joy and my light when all else was dark.
You own my soul,
my essence, even in death.
To the last beat of my unbeating heart
I will remember the look on your face,
that perfect, icy, face ,
when you saw your family's
tattered corpses, killed by the very one
you loved.
I love you my one, my only, my true love, through life and death 'till the world itself ends.
Everything that was mine, was yours.
The flames grew even hotter, as I felt them meet my icy skin. I thrust the knife into my heart, and took one, final, look at my surroundings.
My family,
forgive me.
I cannot continue to exist,
knowing that my family, friends, and only love
are forever gone, ceased to exist.
Amen.
And as the flames engulfed me,
I whispered to those who are past
"I love you."
And then, everything,
was over.
Thank you Beth (LizzyBeth101 , please check out her stories ; they are fab!)
You have helped me with this story, and I owe you lots.
Thanks to my readers, it's a bit sad, but what the hell.
Remember, there is no happiness without pain.
Love,
Lexxy.
