A/N: So, this got deleted the last time I put it up…meaning I lost over 100 subscribers and 900 reviews, but I'm determined to get them back.
This story got deleted because it had song lyrics in it (I know, lame right?) but I'm now taking out the lyrics and simply posting the text instead. Sorry it took so long to repost, but I've been super busy with high school.
Please help me get all my previous reviews (and subbers) back by reviewing, subbing, and spreading the word! Thank you!
Song: What's Left of Me- Nick Lachey
Dedication: My totally awesome friend Megan (who introduced me to this song, thanks Megan!)
Pairing: Shane x Mitchie (Smitchie)
Mitchie sat in her cabin, crying her eyes out. Everyone had just found out that she wasn't who she said she was. Caitlyn was handing Mitchie tissue after tissue as the tears kept rolling.
It wasn't just the fact that everyone knew, but that Shane knew. He found out that she was lying this entire time…and she had just told him that she never lied.
"How could I be so stupid!?" Mitchie said angrily, "How long was I planning to keep this from him?"
Caitlyn sat there, not saying anything. She knew it would be best just to leave Mitchie alone at this point in time.
Mitchie closed her eyes and remembered the canoe ride that they shared. The fact that neither of them could even paddle made her smile inside.
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Mitchie knew deep down inside that Shane really wasn't what the media made him out to be. Shane was just someone who was misunderstood, and Mitchie was good at relating to people like that.
"Caitlyn," Mitchie started, "I'm going to go and talk to Shane."
Caitlyn nodded and said, "Good for you! Don't worry, I can tell he's really into you." Caitlyn smiled as Mitchie left the cabin, her eyes puffy, but her heart filled with determination.
The walk to Shane's cabin seemed to go on forever, but when Mitchie got there, it seemed that all of her confidence just washed out of her. Tears were coming to her eyes, but she forced herself to knock on the door anyways.
Mitchie waited patiently for Shane to come to the door.
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Shane finally came to the door, and he wasn't happy to see who was standing on the other side. "What?"
"Shane, look, I'm SORRY!" Mitchie blurted out.
Shane looked at her, but he didn't say anything. Mitchie stared at Shane, hoping for a response of some type.
"Shane, look, I know you think I'm a liar! But I only said that stuff because I wanted to fit in! Everyone here is so amazing, and I'm just a daughter of the cook. I really did love your songs, and I mean I could relate and I just-"
"Stop." Shane said. "You lied to me Mitchie, and no apology can ever change that."
And with that, Shane slammed the door in Mitchie's face.
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Once the door got slammed in her face, Mitchie knew that she has had enough. She started running down to the lake, not stopping for anyone or anything. She stopped running when she got to the lake's edge.
"I was too stupid to realize Shane wouldn't have ever figured me out eventually." Mitchie whispered to herself.
She sat down, kicked off her flip flops, and let her feet go into the lake. The water was ice cold, but Mitchie didn't care. All she could think about was Shane.
"It was stupid to even fall for a rock star like Shane Gray." Mitchie said, tears coming to her eyes once more. Even though that deep in her heart she knew she didn't fall for Shane Gray, the rock star; but for Shane Gray, the person.
Mitchie Torres kept thinking to herself, wondering why she couldn't have just been herself, and then none of this would have ever happened.
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Mitchie looked out at the lake and once again remembered the canoe ride with Shane. She remembered listening to his songs on the dock.
Everyone always saw Shane as a bad guy, but not Mitchie. Mitchie could see the real person behind Shane's media image.
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Mitchie finally got up from her spot when the sun started going down. She could see the camp from where she was standing, and she saw Shane with Tess.
Mitchie's anger flamed up inside of her, but then she realized that he would much rather be with a girl who didn't lie. Mitchie realized that he'd probably want to be with any other girl besides her.
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Mitchie decided to skip dinner, she really wasn't that hungry. She went to her cabin and started writing down a song. If nothing else, she was definitely in the mood to write a sad song.
Mitchie could feel her heart getting heavier and heavier with each word she wrote until it was unbearable to write anymore. The pain in her chest was from her heartache. Mitchie silently prayed that Shane would one day forgive her for her big mistake.
If nothing else, she hoped that he would at least not be angry with her anymore. Mitchie couldn't take much more anger in her life. She couldn't take anymore powerful emotions. Just the thought of it gave her a headache.
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The truth in it all, the real reason Mitchie wanted Shane to forgive her was because she loved him so much that it hurt.
And Mitchie could only pray that things would get better; and that maybe, she could have the happily ever after she's always wanted.
~End~
A/N: It'll probably be a while before I get the new chapters up (since I'm going to be uploading one of these everyday…or at least try to anyways XD) so please be patient, and give me feedback!! :D
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