Haven't Felt Love In Years
Jeff POV
"My life has led me down the road that's so uncertain now I am left alone and I am broken" – Revelation by Third Day.
I loved her once upon a time, but she broke me. I hate her now. I know I shouldn't, but she broke my heart and ate it too. God, I wonder what would happen if I die tomorrow. Would she miss me? I know I'm mess and I wonna be someone. Someone I like better. Oh God, why did she have to sleep with him? Him of all people. My brother really? My own Brother. Why him? Why Matt and not me? I should of save him, but how could I? He slept with my girlfriend. He deserves it. Right? I mean he did take her out from under me. I sat in my bed room in the hotel playing with a knife I have. I wonder if I cut my arm will I die? Let's find out. I put the knife to my wrist push as far as could go. Next I knew I started to get dizzy and I led back on the bed and stair up at the ceiling. "This is it. I'm going to die. Oh God please save me. Don't let me die in here." I though as I started to freak out. Then, I hear a voice saying: "Jeff, Are you in here? Jeff?" Oh no, please God don't let it be her. I hear the door open and I hear her again: "Jeff, please answer me, PLEASE. I don't want to loose you like I lost Matt. Jeff, come on. Answer me, Jeffor." It was her and she sounds like she cares. It is Melina. All I could do was whisper: "Good-Bye, Melina. I love you." As it all went black and the last thing I hear was: "Jeff, no don't go. I love you too. Please stay with me."
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5 hours later: I open my eyes and saw nothing, but a bright white light. What the…..? Where the freak am I? Waite, am I in the hospital? How did I get here? "Jeff, you alive." Said, Waite… Melina? "Melina? What are you doing here?" I ask as she hug the life out of me. "I when to your hotel room to check on you to see if your were ok and I found you laying on your bed with blood all down your arm. Oh Jeff, you scare me haft to death. I thought you were dead." She said pulling away and looking at me. "oh…" Was all I could say. "I love you, Jeff." She said to me. "I love you, too Melina." I said as we kiss each other's lips. It felt like forever since I felt those lips. Thank you, God for letting me live.
"Ever since the world around you shattered You've been looking everywhere for something more Sometimes you feel like your life doesn't matter But it does I tell you it does" Let Me Love You By Third Day
