Heya all, this is my fist Brittana fanfic so please bare with. Also, my first two chapters are going to be Santana's and Brittany's P.O.V's and then after them I think I'm going to base it loosely on Santana's side of things.

Please Read and Review and post your opinions on this, please.


Santana's P.O.V

Out in the freezing cold Santana pulled up her coat to her ears as the wind bit at her neck. As she walked down the street she silently cursed to herself for the weather and put her head down to hug her chest.

For her own realization it had come to her that she had a lot of free time just thinking and zoning out on unimportant things, it bugged her because when she was thinking all she could think about was Brittany and all the 'what if's'. And even if she didn't say it out loud she was thinking about Glee Club as it felt like a life time ago. As it was a place where she was accepted for who she was as a lesbian and an on stage New Direction-er.

She felt a little guilty for not keeping n touch with her fellow Gleeks but couldn't blame them all as to most of them she was just a super raging closeted lesbian bitch to and took all her anger out on them and hated herself for it.

Even now when she was admitting her thoughts out in her head she couldn't stop but wonder what they were all doing and if their dreams actually came true.

Santana knew that Berry was so close to being that big star and becoming huge. Porcelain and Pretty Pony were off walking in the sunset at being finally engaged. Frankenteen was still in Lima teaching but now he was officially the Glee Club's teacher as Mr. Shue went off with Ms. Pillsbury, making life. (Ew)

Boy Chang and and Girl Chang had cease-fired and their love for one another rekindled so now they're going world wide with Mike's dancing and Tina singing, together. Puckerman was somewhere making millions. (or so he said) Quinn was the only one who she actually kept in contact with on a daily basis. Last Santana heard she had met up with Trouty Mouth and Quinn wouldn't go on. (which either meant they had sex or taking things slowly)

To Santana's dismay she didn't know what happened to Sugar, Artie, Joe, Rory and sadly Brittany. She regretted ever not staying n touch with Brittany, her bi-corn, songbird and more importantly her soul mate. Last time she had spoken to Brittany they walking out the auditorium arm in arm and then she went back to NYC and Brittany packed and left for MIT, because Brittany is a sheer genius at heart.

It all happened so fast and now Santana feels her heart break everyday without the Blonde. She tells herself everyday that she has moved one, but there will always be a special place reserved in her heart for Brittany. Always.

Just as she was letting her mind go into deep thought and turn the corner she felt herself come into reality with a thud. She had been to hooked up on thoughts of Brittany to notice the person who she's some how collided with and the next thing she knew she was on her ass.

Shocked, Santana was about to unleash her hair ridden razor blades and go all Lima Heights Adjacent when she looked up and felt a gasp leave her lips. A smile pulled on her lips, a smile she hadn't used for a long time.