For the record: Voyager is not, and never will be, mine (though I wish that were different).

Location: New Earth

Kathryn Janeway's Personal Log…Supplemental:

We've been in the Delta Quadrant for 5 years now and I've never been more homesick than I am today. While I look forward to getting to my bridge most days, there are some days I would rather stay in my quarters and not come out. Being on the bridge with him sitting less than a foot from me is difficult, especially when I know I can't say anything to him. Lately, though, I've been thinking to hell with it and just tell him anyway. Just pin my heart to my sleeve and see what he thinks.

The one night stand with him six weeks ago could have ended in disaster, but we've both acted like professionals ever since. I wish I could get him out of my head! It would be so much easier than having my breath become heavy at the mere sight of him. I honestly hope that no one finds out, though I have the feeling that Tuvok and Seven already know with how sharp their senses are. Though I swear, if we come under one more severe attack by a species who just isn't willing to listen, I will tell him. I'll tell him everything and hope beyond hope that he understands…and that he wants me, too.

Captain to the Bridge. All hands…Red Alert. Report to battle stations. I repeat, report to battle stations.

Damn it. Looks like my confession is going to come sooner rather than later. I hope you're ready Chakotay…for both of my secrets.