A/N: I'm Still Here title is taken from a song, which if you read the lyrics it matches pretty well (Plus it has a hidden transgender meaning… Apparently). From my understanding in seeing the Martians real form, they have no sex since J'onn's family looked just like him from a film I saw. I can be wrong, since I don't know much on the Martians history since I haven't really read DC comics that much lately (other than Batwoman). But man made wiki for a reason.

Summary: M'gann finally is able to transform into a guy and doesn't want to change back. Wally doesn't like that and Artemis likes it a bit too much.

Pairing: Artemis/M'gann one-sided, Supey(Conner)/M'gann one-sided, M'gann/Wally, and maybe more I don't know who to pair M'gann with though (I'm leaning to Wally though lol)

Rating: T (for now)

Warnings/contains (for whole story): Major transphobia, slight homophobia, slight cursing, teen drama, closet cases, and possible crappy fight scenes.

Transgender/transsexual/gender bending slash fic

Anyways~ Enjoy and review!


Chapter one

"Guys, I did it!" I jump, floating to the television room where my teammates are. "Look!" I land before them, spinning as they take in my new form.

"Wow! That's pretty awesome." Artemis laughs, standing up and moving closer to me. "For a green skinned alien, you make a hot dude." I beam at her compliment; well I think it is one.

It has taken me years to get it right. I had to study up on the male body for hours, read biology books, watch videos, see the Earth men naked, and so much what would be embarrassing for the Humans to get a full grip on the male body. I choose an easier body format to follow, one close to Kid Flash body type, lean, thin, and tall. I think I made myself a bit too tall, though, seeing as I am the tallest one in the room now. I guess I can't be perfect. I'm just so happy with all my struggles I have finally did it! I feel so complete now, it's such a strange feeling but a welcoming one.

"That's creepy." Kid Flash says, earning a frown from me as I look over to him. My smile fleets from my face, I stare at the speedster with a growing frown. "Oof!" He groans as Robin elbows him, "I mean, that's awesome you can transform into a guy now." He rubs his ribs, smiling at me.

"Is it odd that I have an appearance as male?" I question, tilting my head to the side, scratching my short red hair. "Maybe if I had Human skin tone it will help." I change my skin to a nice deep tan, a few shades lighter than Kaldur's. "Better?" I run my hand over my chest, proud that I have a male body. It was the hardest thing to do and only some of my people can transform from the easy sex they are assign to at least that is what my Uncle tells me.

"I think what stupid meant," The only female in the room starts off, glaring at the red hair human, "Is that it is weird to see you as a boy. But I have to say, this is not a bad look." She smirks.

"Ugh, what a lesbian." I hear Wally mutter softly, as Artemis could not even hear it. "It's cool, Megan, now why don't you change back to your beautiful female normal self?" His voice drops a bit in the same way it does when he flirts.

"No way!" I laugh, jumping up to land on the couch near Superboy. "I finally got this down!"

"I think it's awesome, Meg." Robin giggles, making Wally say 'Don't encourage her' in a whisper. "Stay like that for as long as you want. People would die to have the ability to change their sex."

Blinking, I lean closer to Robin. "Why is that?"

"It's... Complicated." He answers, looking rather uncomfortable, looking over to Aqualad and Superboy. "It's a human thing."

"It's a weird thing." Wally frowns.

"Dude." The shorter boy hissed, followed by Artemis smacking Wally's head. "Not cool." I look over to the two non-humans in the team, as Supey looks confused and frustrated; and Aqualad seeming to understand a bit more. "Let's watch a movie!" Robin jumps up, "I say horror!"

Sitting back to relax, I change my skin back to green, feeling Wally's stare on my new form which radiates distaste. I chose to ignore him as I look over to Superboy whom seems slightly confused but doesn't bother to voice his concerns. I give him a friend smile, he blinks then turns away. I frown, trying to pay attention to the start of the movie as I still feel Wally's eyes on me and now Artemis, though her stare is a bit stranger. Humans are so confusing.

I plan to look up why people would be happy to change their sex after the movie is over. And maybe get some insight from Kaldur whom seem to understand this issue better than I.

The horror movie wasn't that scary, as Wally and Robin reacted, if anything it wasn't scary at all. But, to be like the humans, I reacted just like them. Jumping at the right moments, also as an excuse to move closer to Superboy. Artemis, who I know for a fact is not even scared by this, moves closer to me in one of the chilling murder scenes, grabbing onto my arms as she pulls me closer to her for protection. I am slightly confused at her actions but I did nothing to stop it, though Wally seem to react bad to it as he end up glaring at us. I know he likes me; but, in all honestly, he is not really my type. I feel a bit bad for him, maybe I should confront his feelings? How does an Earthling handle romance? On Mars things are so different.

Once the movie was over, I caught Kaldur before he could go home to ask about before. He smiled softly, then begins to explain about transgender people on Earth. It was actually simple to understand since on Mars we did not have a one sex. Our gender, which is psychological, determines our roles on my planet; unlike here how your sex does that. It was rather fascinating to learn about these kinds of people, but then he starts talking about the hardships and hate crimes toward them. I frown at the details, looking down at my new body.

"Is that why Wally seems not to like the idea of me in a male body?" Does he not like transgender people? It doesn't seem like they do any harm to those around them. It's their live and to make themselves feel happy and feel complete.

"No." Kaldur says, placing his hand on my shoulder. "At least, I hope not. I think he is acting this way since it is strange to him and this is how he can deal with it, for now."

"Oh." I frown even more. Why does he have to deal with anything? He is not that much effected by this. "I see."

Kaldur squeezes my shoulder, causing me to look up at his face. "Everything will be okay."

Everything should be fine. It is not that hard for them to see me as a guy now. I am the same person from before, and I will always be that same person. Well, maybe I'll calm down a bit.

"I hope so." I tell him, trying to smile. "I do not wish to lose all my friends."

"I will always be your friend."

I break out into a full grin. "Thank you."

TBC?


A/N: Like it so far? Anything that is confusing will probably be cleared up soon. I just don't like to give up everything in one shot. Also, I follow the comic universe a bit more than the TV show but I will be mixing the too. Other DC characters will probably make an appearance. Anyways, hope you enjoyed the beginning so far and will review your love!