Hi, this is my first Yaoi and first Dragonball Z fanfic. It's not my first fanfic though. Anyways I don't own Dragon Ball Z so yeah. Just to tell people this is a YAOI and there is MALE/MALE pairing! So go away if you don't like stories like this! Umm story is set like in winter (winter break so I don't have to worry about the whole school thing) and Trunks is about 17 and Goten is about 16.
*Goten thinking*
Why am I just lying here, looking up at the ceiling? I want to know why I am feeling like this. I mean I can't feel like this. It's wrong! I really need to stop. But I…don't want to. I love his light purple hair, and the way he looks at me sometime, oh kami! I want him. But… I AM NOT GAY! Well, I don't think I am.
I don't remember when this all started. Oh, yeah I remember, last year, when I got really sick. I was in the hospital. Trunks stayed by my side the whole time. We got so close, as friends. When I was better, we hung out even more then usual, if that was even possible. We did every thing together. He always slept over at my house and I slept at his, equally. We got along great; we were the best of friends and we still are. Then, I started to get this feeling around him. Lately I get the point were if we aren't together I miss him, but that's pretty normal. But when Trunks hangs out with other people, especially girls, I get really, really jealous, is that normal? And I don't feel like they are trying to take away my best friend, more like they are trying to take away my man. Oh Kami, then these dreams. Every time I close my eyes I see Trunks. I almost hate these dreams. I mean he would never think of me this way and even if he did, what if something when wrong with the relationship and he hated me. I can't put our friendship on the line. It's worth way to much. Anyways, what if my parents found out! I would feel so weird around them. Even worse, what if Vegeta found out. He would kill Trunks, then me, and then my mom for giving birth to me, and then my dad for…breathe Goten, breathe. I am thinking way too hard. I feel so stupid sometime. Me and my stupid feelings. Oh shit, I was supposed to meet Trunks at the park 20 minutes ago!
*End of Goten thinking (not literally)*
Goten shot up out of bed. He putted a hoodie over his head and checked himself in the mirror. He ran out of the house and flew off towards the park. When he got there he saw him swinging himself on the tire swing, he looked sort of pissed off. Goten dodged a few kids and heading toward him. He found himself getting more nervous with each step.
"Kami, Goten. Your really late, I started to think you stood me up."
"I am really, really sorry Trunks!"
"It's ok what were you doing anyways?"
"Just lost tract of time, I was off in my own little world"
"Oh well hey lets head to my house the little kids here are pretty annoying."
"Fine with me"
They walked a little ways and then flew off. Goten fell into a daydream and started lagged behind.
"Flying a little slow today? Are you tired or something?"
Goten snapped out of it.
"Huh?"
"Never mind," Trunks with a sigh.
*Trunks thinking*
What is wrong with him? He has been acting a little strange lately. He has been distant from me and is always daydreaming. Maybe he has someone on his mind. I wonder who. Who ever they are Goten must really like them. He keeps forgetting to meet me at places and is always late. They better not take my best friend way from me.
*End*
*Goten thinking*
I really need to stop acting like this; falling into daydreams and such. He might suspect something. Maybe that wouldn't be a bad thing. What am I talking about that would be really bad. I can't tell him what I feel. But I feel like I need to tell someone. I always tell Trunks when something is now my mind. And he will ask me what's going on at some point.
*End*
"Hey Goten, where are you going?!"
Goten again snapped out of his thought. He stopped in mid flight and looked for Trunks. He was stopped behind him, about a few feet away.
"My house is right there. Are you sure there's nothing you want to talk about."
"No nothing, I am fine."
Trunks flew down to the ground, shortly followed by Goten. They walked in silence to Trunks' room. Trunks flopped down on the bed and Goten sat in the chair next to the bed. Trunks finally broke the silence.
"Goten, I know these is something on your mind. Tell me."
"No there isn't" Goten said looking away.
Trunks sat up and pulled the chair with Goten in it so that he was looking straight at him.
"Yeah now try to lie. I know you are I see it in your eyes."
*Goten thinking*
I am lying. He knows I can't lie to his face. What should I tell him?! Please Kami, help! What should I do!?
*end*
"Goten!"
"Kami, fine! There is…some…one…on my mind"
"I knew it, why couldn't you tell me that"
"I don't know"
"Will you tell me who?"
"I…I…can't"
"Why not? You know you can tell me everything"
Trying to get the subject to change, Goten got up and sat next to him on the bed. He looked over at the dresser and saw a book. He grabbed it and started to flip through the pages. He was suddenly attacked by Trunks.
"Hey that's my journal! Give it back!"
Goten put it in his other hand and back to the other. Not letting Trunks get it. Trunks then pinned him to the bed and Goten stopped fighting back. They looked at each other for a while. Trunks lean in a little then pulled quickly away with his journal in his hand and sat in the sat the chair Goten was sitting in earlier.
*Goten thinking*
What was that? Did he lean in? Did I really see that!? No…it couldn't have been. I…OH MY KAMI…I don't…know what…to think!
*end*
*Trunks thinking*
What was I doing?! Was I trying to kiss him!? What…the…um…uh…
*end*
Goten broke the silence with a fake cover up cough.
"Hey Trunks, so what's in there that I can't read?"
He looked over at Goten
"I don't think anything, really. But back to what I was saying" Trunks say trying to get what just happened out of his head.
"Who do you like? You can tell me!"
"No I can't"
"Oh come on. It can't be that bad. What is it like a dorky girl at school or…like…I don't know…an older woman?"
"No" Goten said laughing
"Kami! It's not like you like a guy or something."
Goten got really quite and lost the smile he had on his face.
"O…k…Maybe it is a guy. If that's true I wouldn't…mind. Who is it?"
Gotens cheeks go red hot.
"I got to go now" Goten said bolting for the door.
Trunks blocked the door.
"You can tell me. KAMI DAMN IT TELL ME!"
Tears came to Goten's eyes. He looked at Trunks.
"YOU!!!!" He screamed in reply.
*Goten thinking*
Why am I just lying here, looking up at the ceiling? I want to know why I am feeling like this. I mean I can't feel like this. It's wrong! I really need to stop. But I…don't want to. I love his light purple hair, and the way he looks at me sometime, oh kami! I want him. But… I AM NOT GAY! Well, I don't think I am.
I don't remember when this all started. Oh, yeah I remember, last year, when I got really sick. I was in the hospital. Trunks stayed by my side the whole time. We got so close, as friends. When I was better, we hung out even more then usual, if that was even possible. We did every thing together. He always slept over at my house and I slept at his, equally. We got along great; we were the best of friends and we still are. Then, I started to get this feeling around him. Lately I get the point were if we aren't together I miss him, but that's pretty normal. But when Trunks hangs out with other people, especially girls, I get really, really jealous, is that normal? And I don't feel like they are trying to take away my best friend, more like they are trying to take away my man. Oh Kami, then these dreams. Every time I close my eyes I see Trunks. I almost hate these dreams. I mean he would never think of me this way and even if he did, what if something when wrong with the relationship and he hated me. I can't put our friendship on the line. It's worth way to much. Anyways, what if my parents found out! I would feel so weird around them. Even worse, what if Vegeta found out. He would kill Trunks, then me, and then my mom for giving birth to me, and then my dad for…breathe Goten, breathe. I am thinking way too hard. I feel so stupid sometime. Me and my stupid feelings. Oh shit, I was supposed to meet Trunks at the park 20 minutes ago!
*End of Goten thinking (not literally)*
Goten shot up out of bed. He putted a hoodie over his head and checked himself in the mirror. He ran out of the house and flew off towards the park. When he got there he saw him swinging himself on the tire swing, he looked sort of pissed off. Goten dodged a few kids and heading toward him. He found himself getting more nervous with each step.
"Kami, Goten. Your really late, I started to think you stood me up."
"I am really, really sorry Trunks!"
"It's ok what were you doing anyways?"
"Just lost tract of time, I was off in my own little world"
"Oh well hey lets head to my house the little kids here are pretty annoying."
"Fine with me"
They walked a little ways and then flew off. Goten fell into a daydream and started lagged behind.
"Flying a little slow today? Are you tired or something?"
Goten snapped out of it.
"Huh?"
"Never mind," Trunks with a sigh.
*Trunks thinking*
What is wrong with him? He has been acting a little strange lately. He has been distant from me and is always daydreaming. Maybe he has someone on his mind. I wonder who. Who ever they are Goten must really like them. He keeps forgetting to meet me at places and is always late. They better not take my best friend way from me.
*End*
*Goten thinking*
I really need to stop acting like this; falling into daydreams and such. He might suspect something. Maybe that wouldn't be a bad thing. What am I talking about that would be really bad. I can't tell him what I feel. But I feel like I need to tell someone. I always tell Trunks when something is now my mind. And he will ask me what's going on at some point.
*End*
"Hey Goten, where are you going?!"
Goten again snapped out of his thought. He stopped in mid flight and looked for Trunks. He was stopped behind him, about a few feet away.
"My house is right there. Are you sure there's nothing you want to talk about."
"No nothing, I am fine."
Trunks flew down to the ground, shortly followed by Goten. They walked in silence to Trunks' room. Trunks flopped down on the bed and Goten sat in the chair next to the bed. Trunks finally broke the silence.
"Goten, I know these is something on your mind. Tell me."
"No there isn't" Goten said looking away.
Trunks sat up and pulled the chair with Goten in it so that he was looking straight at him.
"Yeah now try to lie. I know you are I see it in your eyes."
*Goten thinking*
I am lying. He knows I can't lie to his face. What should I tell him?! Please Kami, help! What should I do!?
*end*
"Goten!"
"Kami, fine! There is…some…one…on my mind"
"I knew it, why couldn't you tell me that"
"I don't know"
"Will you tell me who?"
"I…I…can't"
"Why not? You know you can tell me everything"
Trying to get the subject to change, Goten got up and sat next to him on the bed. He looked over at the dresser and saw a book. He grabbed it and started to flip through the pages. He was suddenly attacked by Trunks.
"Hey that's my journal! Give it back!"
Goten put it in his other hand and back to the other. Not letting Trunks get it. Trunks then pinned him to the bed and Goten stopped fighting back. They looked at each other for a while. Trunks lean in a little then pulled quickly away with his journal in his hand and sat in the sat the chair Goten was sitting in earlier.
*Goten thinking*
What was that? Did he lean in? Did I really see that!? No…it couldn't have been. I…OH MY KAMI…I don't…know what…to think!
*end*
*Trunks thinking*
What was I doing?! Was I trying to kiss him!? What…the…um…uh…
*end*
Goten broke the silence with a fake cover up cough.
"Hey Trunks, so what's in there that I can't read?"
He looked over at Goten
"I don't think anything, really. But back to what I was saying" Trunks say trying to get what just happened out of his head.
"Who do you like? You can tell me!"
"No I can't"
"Oh come on. It can't be that bad. What is it like a dorky girl at school or…like…I don't know…an older woman?"
"No" Goten said laughing
"Kami! It's not like you like a guy or something."
Goten got really quite and lost the smile he had on his face.
"O…k…Maybe it is a guy. If that's true I wouldn't…mind. Who is it?"
Gotens cheeks go red hot.
"I got to go now" Goten said bolting for the door.
Trunks blocked the door.
"You can tell me. KAMI DAMN IT TELL ME!"
Tears came to Goten's eyes. He looked at Trunks.
"YOU!!!!" He screamed in reply.
