Love and Fate
Chapter 1: Her Memories
They were staring at each other his gray orbs pricing her chocolate brown eyes with fear and longing. Her friends were pulling them apart. He was struggling against there hold kicking and screaming her name. She was struggling as well though deep down she knew it was for the best.
"Billie come on we can't waste time. You know he has to go." Her sister said making her look away from her lover. Billie finally tore her gaze away from his.
"BILLIE NO, NO LOOK AT BILLIE PLEASE LOOK AT ME! DAMN IT POTTER I HATE YOU! BILLIE LOOK AT ME!" he yelled at her as she looked away from him he was now being pulled down the hall she couldn't look at him she just couldn't.
"I love you, Draco." She whispered. They had promised each other that they would never say those words but she had to, she just had to she did love him and she hopped that he heard. Her sister was starting to pull her the other way when he got out of Dean and Neville's grasp he ran right for her. He grabbed her arm and turned her around. As his lips came crashing down on hers -in the most passionate kiss they had ever shared- Dean and Neville ran up and grabbed him again.
"Don't let them do this Billie you need me, you need me Billie please, Billie please." He pleaded but she let them pull him back down the hallway. She started to cry as he started to scream her name again. Her sister and her best friend then went up to her and pulled her the other way.
"Come on Love lets go." Her sister said as they started to go down the hall. Billie wiped the tears from her face and started to run her sister and best friend running after her.
They all skidded to a halt at the top of the stairs in the Entrance Hall looking down at the mass of body's, both Death Eaters and their own classmates. No later then that were there spells being thrown at them. The three split up.
Billie then came face to face with the one man that she loathed more than any one, including Voldemort.
"Hello Billie nice to see you again. Still ruining my son life I see." He drawled, as Billie cringed.
"It's Miss Granger to you. Lucius." She spat in disgust looking at the man that was ruining her life.
"Now, now Billie do we have to be so hasty? You are after all my son's pride in joy. And in one way I can see why. You're a beautiful girl Billie."
" I don't need you to tell me that Lucius. I already know. And I also know that your son is a better person than you will ever be."
"You think he's better than me because he's with you?"
"No, he's a better person because he hates you." At this statement Lucius looked taken aback but quickly recovered. " How does it feel to know that your wife and son don't love you, that your own flesh and blood hates you? Does it feel good? Because really I want to know." They were walking in a circle challenging each other. "Tell me something Lucius do you think that Voldemort really cares about what happens to you? Do you really think he come when you call, Lucius?" they had stopped walking and she looked over his shoulder and saw her best friend standing behind him. "Because he doesn't, Lucius, he doesn't care. In fact he could give a shit about you, oh honey don't look at me like that." She stated waving her hand as to dismiss him. "You may be his right hand man but if something were to happen to you he'd just get a new one. Just. Like. That." And as Billie said that she snapped her fingers and her best friend put him a full body bind.
"Thanks Ron I own you." She said as she leaned over Lucius.
"No I knew he was yours." Ron said looking down at the pitiful excuse of a wizard lying at their feet. "Don't hurt him to bad love." He stated then ran off to help someone else. Billie then bent down and looked at Lucius in the eye.
"Have fun in hell. Oh and give your son and I your blessings, although we don't need them." Then in a deathly whisper she said 'Avada Kadevra'. Billie got up pleased and frighten with herself. She after all just killed someone she actually killed someone. But then she thought about the man she had killed, and how he was ruining her life and how he ruined the lives of others. She turned around looked up and standing three feet away from her was the one person she wanted to see and didn't want to see at the same time. 'No it can't be him his locked up it the common room with Harry, it can't be.' Billie tried to tell herself. But she still had to check.
"Draco!" she screamed. Right as he turned around to face her a curse was yelled and it hit him in the chest. She watched the whole thing as his face contorted into pain and he fell to the floor. It had felt like slow motion to Billie, she couldn't breathe, she couldn't think all she did was run. She ran so fast she almost caught him before he hit the ground. She hit her knees and scrapped them across the cold stone floor, tarring her jeans and making her knees bleed, but she didn't care all she cared about was getting to Draco. She finally picked up his head and cradled it in her lap telling him that it was going to be okay and that he wasn't going to die.
"Draco can you hear me, oh Draco look at me, please look at me. Draco you can't die, you can't please don't die. I need you Draco I need you." Billie pleaded as she cried as hard as she could while she was holding him.
"Billie." He whispered weakly.
"Draco oh God Draco, please don't die please everything is going to be okay." Billie whispered to soothe Draco, but also to convince herself. " I'm going to get you out of here." She finished looking around almost in hysterics.
"Billie." He said touching her face lightly. "B.J. listen to me okay." He looked at her and she nodded her head. "I love you and I always will no matter what. But I want you to promise me that you will always keep me with you?"
"No, no Draco don't, don't go you can't go I'm going to get you out of here. I wont let you die I can't let you die. I lo-" he cut her off he put his hand over her mouth to stop her from saying the three words he wanted to hear from her more than anything, but he couldn't let her. She didn't understand why he didn't want her to say that she loved him.
"Draco listen to me okay?" She grabbed the sides of his face making him look at her. His hand still rested on her cheek. " You can't die Draco. You want to know why? Because- Because baby your going to be a daddy. And then we're going to get married and have more kids. Oh Draco it's going to be just like we talked about." She said leaning her head against his forehead. " Draco please don't die, I can't live without you, I need you the baby needs you please. Draco I love you." Right after those three special words fell from her soft lips, his hand feel from her face, lifeless.
Billie leaned up and looked into his face. His eyes were closed and he looked so pale. She started to cry harder she couldn't control it her sobs were loud and painful she could literally feel her heart breaking into a thousand piece's and falling into the pit of her stomach. She hated crying it was one of the things her and Draco had in common they hated to let other people see their tears, yet here she was crying her heart out literally. Everything they talked about, everything they did together all of that was now flashing before her eyes. She couldn't believe he was gone.
Right then and there she decided that she needed to get out. She couldn't handle going to this school again without him being here. Everywhere she turned she'd see him, or hear his voice or even smell his vanilla shampoo in the sheets, and she couldn't stand it she just couldn't do it. She quickly stood up she looked around her, she saw the mass of bodies lying lifeless all over the floor including Draco's. She looked around frantically for her sister and found her helping some one into the great hall to get help. 'Man she's beautiful' Billie thought. Hermione Jay Granger had finally managed to tame her wild bushy hair and it ran down her back in soft honey color curls. Her eyes were so enchanting they were the same dark chocolate as Billie's, but Hermione's eyes had specks of the brightest green. She was a natural beauty she didn't need to ware a lot of makeup in fact most of the time she didn't and didn't have to ware any makeup. Then Billie heard the laugh of her best friend so she turned to look at him. 'He's so amazing in so many ways.' She thought as she watched him fight Avery with such grace. Even in the heat of battle he could still find a reason to laugh and it amazed her like he always did. She then hastily wiped away her tears, but it was no use they still ran freely down her rosy red cheeks. She then looked down at Draco for what she dreaded was the last time she would looking into his handsome face. She bent down to kiss his soft lips for the last time when someone screamed her name.
"BILLIE!" someone yelled Billie stood up and turned to look at who was screaming at her is was Harry. He was sprinting toward her. Billie got scared she looked left then right then left again she looked back at Harry then ran for the door.
"BILLIE B.J. NO PLEASE B.J. STOP." She was running so fast that she didn't even have time to register that the voice now screaming at her to stop wasn't Harry, but that it was someone else. The voice followed her out side and to the side of the forbidden forest. She kept running she ran deeper and deeper into the forest the voice kept following her until suddenly it stopped and everything went black.
She sat up in her bed covered in cold sweat and was crying. She had the dream again. No it wasn't a dream it was nightmare, dreams were suppose to be happy and filled with love, but this reoccurring memory was anything but happy and loving. It all in it's self was a nightmare from the moment it happened.
She was crying so hard that it hurt. She then heard her door squeak open and her two five year olds were standing in the doorway with wide sacred eyes. Joey her beautiful blond baby girl was silently crying watching her mum over the top of her old brown teddy bear. Then there was Brian her cute sandy blond baby boy who stood strong at the door clutching his sister's hand, but his bright silver eyes gave him away. He was scared and she knew it.
"Come here you two." She said wiping away tears. They instantly crawled up on her bed in their respected spots on either side of her. Joey on her right and Brian on her left. Joey then looked up at her mum with a worried look etched across her face.
"What's wrong mummy?" Joey asked softly.
"Nothing mummy just had a bad dream. That's all." She answered truthfully.
"Were you scared mummy?" Brian asked her.
"Yes but I'm okay now I have you two." She whispered as she hugged them against her. "You two want to stay here with me?" They both nodded and instantly curled up next to her. Within minutes they were asleep.
A/N: SO… do you like?? I have the second chapter finished but I'm not putting it up until I get six more reviews so hurry hurry hurry if you want more!!
