My Big Brother

(A/N) I love Hetalia now and thought of this. Again, all my stuff is edited by the AMAZING Snakeluver and all Hetalia stuff is for her! Also, this is for Saara Uchiha, the bestest friend I could ever ask for!

Warnings—May be blood and swearing later depending on the characters.

DISCLAMER—DON'T OWN HETALIA!

Chapter One- I Want To Be Independent, Nii-San!

Characters- America and England

It's July 4th.

Am I supposed to be happy? The sun is out, my people are celebrating, burgers and soda litter every table in sight. I should be happy.

It is Independence Day after all.

People are smiling and partying. I doubt any of them know what I felt today though. The pain, the sadness…

The loneliness.

These people all have their beer and their burgers, and even though a burger sounds good with my mood, I can't make myself leave this room.

That rifle is still there, sitting in front of me, making me remember those sad days.

When I wanted to be free.

The taxes were too much for my people. I needed to break free and become my own country.

Become my own person.

These people don't understand what today really means.

Today we are supposed to celebrate out rights and freedoms, not barbeques and beer!

Well, I figure I can't win anyway.

I look at that rifle again, and see the gash on the deep brown wood. I know it was from that fight, but I wish it didn't end like that.

Why couldn't he just let me leave? I didn't want to see him cry he's my brother!

He was my brother.

That one additional word broke my heart into a million pieces. He was my brother. Not he is my brother. There is a huge difference.

One implies you are still related to the person, one implies that you don't talk anymore.

I can't make myself be nice to him though.

I talk to him a lot but I can't be nice. It scares me. I don't want to not see him again so I'm rude.

I was rude when I left wasn't I?

I shouldn't have been. I hurt both me and my brother.

I look up and long behold, there's the bushy-browed man.

He looks into my eyes and I sit there afraid of what he's going to say. Will he cut off ties with me forever? Will I lose my nii-san!

"Happy Independence Day, America"