So this is my first Kames fanfic and I'm hoping it's not as awful as I feel it is. I don't care if you flame me, as long as its within reason, (you know, like its actually about my writing not stupid things like them being gay or the band I chose or anything like that) thanks. And also the beginning is kinda confusing but the confusion should be cleared up with the next chapter.

a/n: Please give me at least some feedback, I mean I'm not one of those people that will beg for reviews (I've done that before, it doesn't work people, it just makes you look like a dumbass) but I do need to know what you feel about the story, if you like it or if I didn't clearly explain something or anything like that. I AM OPEN TO CRITICISM.

Also message me with any questions, complaints, whatever.[:

Disclaimer: I don't own the boys, though don't we all wish we did? Nor do I own their music or The Maine's music, thank you.


Prologue

"Hey, James!" I shouted just as he had a foot out the door.

He quickly turned from following Carlos and Logan (who were fighting about if it's possible to eat a 100 Juicy Smackers without exploding; Logan's being all doctor-y and Carlos being, well, Carlos.) I smiled to myself as I heard their bickering slowly grow quieter but seeing James' eyebrow raise as he walked over to me, I quickly grew nervous.

"What's up Dude?" He asked curiously.

I froze, my heart pounding a mile a minute as it and my brain argued. My brain telling me to run, my heart excited for what was to come. I took a deep breath and let it out looking at a very expectant James. "I need to talk to you about something…"

He smiled, so oblivious, which in turn made me smile.

"About what?" He asked, his smile never faltering.

I took another a deep breath looking around, settling on the couch, "Um, maybe we should sit?" I asked as I led him over.

He seemed confused now and maybe a bit annoyed. "Kendall what's going on, I mean the pool is pretty much calling our names and it's about to close you know.."

I shook my head, "It's kind of important Jamie.."

That caught his attention. "What's going on Ken?"

I sighed and took a chance, "I've had a lot on my mind lately… Ever since I seen you sing on stage for Gustavo… when he was so harsh something in me just snapped. I couldn't let him be like that to you, you deserve so much more. You were amazing and he was being so blind. So I had to do what I could…" I trailed off looking into his eyes. "James, you're so perfect, Hollywood needed you."

He smiled back softly, "Awe Ken, that's so sweet buddy."

I shook my head, "That's not all. James, the thing that's really been on my mind…" I looked up catching his gaze. "I've been having these really strong feelings for you….and," I took his hand in mine, looking deeply into his eyes, "I think I've fallen for you." I smiled hopeful.

He looked back shocked, "Um…. Wow…" His eyes never got smaller, just stayed wide, staring at me. "Uh, ho-how long?"

"A few weeks now, but after the Gustavo thing I knew for sure, and I knew I had to bring you with me to Hollywood, for your dream and for me.." I squeezed his hand before dropping the connection. At least he was being calm about all this, not freaking out on me or running away, right?

He stayed still but his eyes seemed to become more focused, "Does this all mean that you like, love me?" He asked looking back at me.

I bit my lip in thought, "Of course I love you, your one of my best friends it's just I don't think I'm in love with you yet, but I do like you, a lot." I nodded as if to add on to the finalization of that statement.

He nodded slowly, I think going over all I'd confessed in his head. "So.. It's not love?" He asked in thought.

I shook my head, "No, just liking.."

He nodded and slowly brought his head up, he tried smiling but I could tell it was forced. "Kendall…"

I bit my lip and shook my head, "Its fine, I get it, you don't have to explain James." Of course, how could I be so stupid.. I should've seen that coming, James is way too good for me.

He shook his head and grabbed ahold of my arm before I could go anywhere. "No Kendall. Stop. No you don't understand."

He saw as a few tears fell from my eyes and I felt so vulnerable and stupid. God I'm so stupid.

I closed my eyes as he spoke softly, "Kendall, we can't be together, I know that's not what you want to hear but its better if I tell you now, before you fall too hard." He took a deep breath, gently grabbing my hand, and holding it close. "I love you too Ken and Carlos and Logan and I love this band and.. I don't want to risk it or our friendship for just.. liking."

I could see a few tears had escaped his eyes as well and I brushed them away with my thumb as they began to fall. "Awe Jamie, don't cry, you shouldn't be the one crying." I smiled softly watching his frown morph into his own breath-taking smile.

He shook his head, "But, I hurt you Kendall, I really didn't mean to.. I didn't start my day off by saying 'oh I think I will crush all of my best friend's feelings, yes, that's exactly what I feel like doing today.'" He sighed again.

I laughed a lil', "James, you don't need to worry about it okay? It's just a crush, I'm sure I'll get over it soon. No come on lets go try out that pool, eh?"


"Heres the words that tell the truth. When it's easier to lie." – The Maine, Untangle Me (B-side)

^^Every chapter (and prologue and epilogue (maybe..)) follows along with the song, therefore where I got the name. It's an amazing song, by an amazing band and I hope everyone likes the story and how I incorporated the song. Thanks.