(Please note at the end I am speculating as to the method for a demon turning a human into a demon. I also do not own the song lyrics)

My name is Ciel Phantomhive and this is where my life ends, or so I thought.

I walked along the pathway that was a leafy carpet of reds oranges and yellows, well all the autumn colours, towards the ruins of what was my home before it was burnt down and my parent killed. I contemplated what I had accomplished in life, stopping criminals, most notoriously 'Jack the Ripper', and managing to make the Funtom Toy and Confectionary Company bigger and better than when my father ran it and let's not forget winning a royal warrant for our curry. I walked along the foundations where my parents were killed, where my kind hearted soul was lost forever, I thought about everything in my life but it still felt incomplete, something was missing, and I had a feeling that what I was missing was love, I had been so hyped up about revenge that I never really had love to give or receive but I suppose now it is too late. I stopped in front of a white marble seat, this was placed in memory of my parents, and how fitting it is that I will succumb to my fate at the same place they met theirs. I turned around to Sebastian who was about to complete the contract that we held. My revenge was complete, the queen was dead, so was Ash/Angela and all those who were party to my parent's death. So it was time for me to keep my end of the contract.

"Sebastian, please don't hesitate to make it a process that is slow and torturous." I sighed, my life was incomplete and here I am about to meet my death, I still hadn't found what is commonly known as true love. Sebastian removed his gloves and placed his left hand on his chest (the hand that holds the contract),

"Yes my Lord," he sounded reluctant, but it had to be done, what was there for me now, I wasn't really loved, or well I thought not at least. I sat myself down on the marble seat and waited for Sebastian to make the next move. He placed his hand on my face moving it up so that his fingers went under the eye-patch; he then pulled the eye-patch from my head revealing my mark of the contract. Sebastian sighed, "Master, may I ask that you close your eyes." I lifted my head and took one deep breath and looked at the full moon that was encased in a misty circle, this was to be the last thing that I would see, I then closed my eyes. For what seemed like an eternity to me but in reality was only about 5 minutes I sat there waiting. I sat there waiting for Sebastian to take my soul, but nothing happened. I opened my eyes to see my butler, stood there.

I glared at Sebastian and he knew why, I wanted to know why he hadn't started to take my soul.

"Sorry my Lord, but I couldn't do it, your life was incomplete, you were missing something. I want you to fulfil your last desire."

"Sebastian, my last desire was for true love, but there is no one I really love." I paused for a second, I had lied, there was one person that I loved the most I just couldn't bring myself to tell him. "Sebastian, would you grant me this final request, and then take my soul."

"What is it my Lord?"

"Kiss me, please." I seemed like I was begging. Like I was forcing him to do something that he didn't want to do. But Sebastian was very cooperative, he lent forward towards me, inch by inch as his face drew closer to mine I could see in his eyes that there was something that he wanted. And as our lips touched I felt as if my life was now complete, I felt that I had finally realised what true love is, and well I know there was Lizzie but to be honest I kind of grew tired of her. Well after what seemed like another eternity Sebastian finally parted his lips from mine.

"Well my lord, I will now try to (mumbled) take your soul." I closed my eyes again and hoped that it would be over but yet again I never knew that it had begun. I re-opened my eyes to seen my butler on his hands and knees, to see Sebastian crying.

"S-Sebastian", I managed to speak, I was astonished as to the fact that I was seeing the iron-clad demon, my butler in tears; I had always thought that demons could never show emotions. I had managed to compose myself; "Sebastian, what's wrong." I put my hand on his shoulder.

"I'm sorry Ciel; I am so sorry my Lord."

"Sorry about what", I replied, I was rather confused at what he was implying.

"I'm sorry about the fact that I can't take your soul." Sebastian said whilst raising his head so he made eye contact with me, the tears were streaming down his face and I could feel that tears had begun to stream down mine.

"Tell me why Sebastian, why can't you take my soul, my revenge is complete and you granted me my final wish so why can't you take my soul." Sebastian sat on his knees, I just looked at him.

"It was something Grell said to me", I looked at him sternly, it was unlike Sebastian to even consider something that Grim Reaper would say, even though Grell was obsessed with Sebastian, he never let it bother him, why was something that Grell has said bothering Sebastian now.

"Please elaborate Sebastian, you never take much care of what he says." Sebastian came and sat next to me on the marble seat. Sebastian began to tell me of the events of one uneventful day in my life.

"That day when you had to check and sign all those documents from the business, that day you kept asking me to bring you sugary snacks, Grell came to the manor, he was complaining that I worked too hard and said that he would love to kill you so that him and me could be together. He stated that I had fallen in love with you when I refused his offer, I replied that I would never fall for a mere human."

"I take it then you lied." I replied.

"My lord you seem to forget I have told you on numerous occasions that I never lie, anyway back to the discussion topic, anyway Grell kept on moaning about this and that when he said that there was nothing to be gained from your soul, I felt so annoyed at that, that when I came to bring you your snack and I saw you asleep I wanted to take your soul then and there even though the contract was incomplete. But something stopped me; it was the same thing that stopped me just now."

"And what was that Sebastian", there was slight concern in my voice.

"Well Ciel, if I may call you that", I nodded in response. "Well Ciel, the reason why I couldn't take your soul then and I couldn't take your soul now is because I love you (whispered).

"Sebastian I didn't hear what you said at the end of the sentence, say it louder."

"I said I love you Ciel." I was shocked, well more as to the fact that why anyone would love me, why anyone would love a brat like me. That was more concerning than the issue of a demon having feelings towards a human.

"So Grell was right when he stated that you had fallen for me, you lied to me when you said that you would never fall for a mere human."

"Ciel I never lied, how many time am I going to have to tell you that. I said that I would never fall for a mere human, you are not just any human to me, and as I said, I love you."

"Sebastian say that again please."

"What, I love you." I smiled at that response, "Ciel I know you have feelings towards someone, may I enquire as to who they are." I chuckled to myself.

"Sebastian, the person who I have feelings for is you. I love you too Sebastian, I have done and I always will do. I wish that there was some way for us to be together."

"What do you mean by that Ciel, why in your mind can't we be together?"

"Well Sebastian there are several reasons why;

Firstly you are a demon and I am your prey, you made that obvious when you had to rescue me from the black market auction at Viscount Druitt's place.

Secondly there is the contract; I have completed the revenge so you should take my soul, which is something I said to you earlier,

And thirdly which relates to the contract, we can't change it now can we, so there is no was that we can be together."

"Ciel you are still so naïve."

"Well sorry Sebastian but remember I am only 13 years old there is only so much I can compute, unlike yourself who is like over 200 and had well years of knowledge."

"Well if you wanted I could change the terms of the contract."

"Really" I sounded very confused at that point. "What do you mean, we can change the terms of the contract, I thought that the point of the contract was that the terms were finite, set in stone."

"Well, I am offering you the chance to change them."

"But what to Sebastian, I don't know what to change them to; all I know is that you don't want to take my soul."

"We can change the contractual terms from me devouring your soul, to me transforming you into a demon, so you will be like me. Would you like that Ciel?"

I thought for a second "Yes Sebastian, Yes I would love that." Sebastian took me by the hand, and stood up.

"Now Ciel this might hurt ok I remember when I became a demon the pain was excruciating, please don't let that deter you."

"Why do you think it is going to deter me?"

"I'm actually not quite sure. One last thing before I change you, I have devoured many souls before I met you, but you're the first for what I want."

"Well then Sebastian, what is that?"

"Well it's the first time that not only have I wanted someone's soul but their body as well. Ceil I want all of you not just your soul." I smiled and with that we got back to the transformation of me into demon Ciel Phantomhive. Sebastian didn't lie about the pain, it was excruciating, it felt like someone was stabbing me numerously in several parts of my body. I felt that maybe it would have been better for Sebastian to take my soul. I wanted the pain to be over; I had experienced a lot of pain through my life and I never let that concern me, but this pain was something that I couldn't dull down, it raged like an inferno, like a forest fire that was cleansing the impurities of the world. I opened my eyes, which I had clamped shut due to the pain to see a shower of crows feathers encasing me and Sebastian. Sebastian had changed he was in his true form, only once have I known him to reveal what he really looks like but I never actually got to see that, it makes me laugh that only less than 24 hours ago Sebastian was in his true form.

"Sebastian, I think that is a good look for you."

"How is it? I look like a girl in these boots."

"No you don't, I think that it is an exceptionally good look, well the boots and the skin-tight trousers, the well fitted top and well yeah you're just perfect in every way possible." Sebastian looked up and down at me, I looked rather concerned.

"Well my lord, I feel that the transformation is coming to an end."

"And why is that Sebastian." I replied whist feeling something strange occur to me. Sebastian smiled; I too had noticed something different about him. "Sebastian I never knew you had wings."

"Well Ciel, I never knew you were so good looking like that."

"What are you on about", I replied with a confused look in my eye and in my tone of voice. Sebastian just looked at me. I looked down to see that what I was wearing had changed, and that I had wings too. "Sebastian, please explain to me why we have wings." The transformation had finished, my eyes were fiery as the sun and my nails were as black as the charcoal which remained on the ground from the burnt timber.

"We have wings my Lord, because we can change into an animal. I can change into a crow and since we both love each other I thought it was fitting to grant you the ability to change into a crow as well." I couldn't help but smile.

"Sebastian what are we going to do now, I mean it isn't possible for us to remain in the human world."

"Well I think that we can, it's not like I have aged since we met and I had no repercussions from that. I think we will be fine." Sebastian took my hand; by now although we remained in the clothing of our true form the wings had disappeared, well they hadn't disappeared it's just that we somehow morphed back into human form. Anyway Sebastian took me by the hand and we slowly walked back across my estate to the manor.

"Sebastian, I am curious as to what the others are going to say."

"What do you mean by others?" he replied.

"Well the servants, and the reapers; Grell and William," Sebastian seemed to not be fazed by this.

"Well about our servants there is something that I have never really told you about the servants."

"Sebastian if you're going to say that although they are human they have some inhuman ability, then it isn't new news to me."

"Well then how long have you known?"

"Well, Finny has the unfortunate tact of breaking everything so I realised that he has inhuman strength, Baldo although always in a rush he has amazing incite and strategy, he can almost always point out the flaws in someone's plan and Mey-Rin well she complains whenever someone tries to remove her glasses so I assume that she has inhuman eyes. So now tell me what are those reapers going to say when they find out." Sebastian stood awestruck at what I had told him, I don't think he realised that I knew about their secrets, it is only because knowing that Sebastian is a demon made me look deeper into people's character backgrounds, which is how I figured out what those three were hiding.

"Ciel, Grell is going to be the pain when he finds out, and William isn't really going to care much as long as we stay out of his way. Is there any way that we can prevent Grell from annoying us." I shook my head in response.

"Why Sebastian", I asked purely out of curiosity. We had reached the manor and were now sat in the drawing room together, well Sebastian was sat, I was laid across the sofa with my head in his lap looking up at him.

"Well it is just I had a nightmare about him the other day." I laughed in response.

"Sebastian it is unlike you to have a nightmare."

"Well I couldn't help it, Grell was just annoying me that's all and it was prying on my mind, you were in the dream as well."

"Come on tell me what the dream was about, you have got me curios.

(Note this is now told from Sebastian's point of view)

"Well Ciel, it goes as such, oh yeah and by the way I am telling it as the dream went, I just want to make it very clear that I do not love or like that Grim Reaper,

At first I was afraid, I was petrified, kept thinking I could never live without you by my side.

I was sat around doing nothing much waiting for Grell to return (shudders at the mention of Grell's name) I was waiting for my boyfriend to return home from reading cinematic records, but he never showed. I was worried; I wondered where he had gone. I waited and waited, I was wasting my life waiting for him."

"Well Sebastian" Ciel laughed, "I can't believe that you had a relationship with Grell, what would he say if he found out"

"Ciel back to the story;

But then I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong, I grew strong and I learnt how to get along.

I had learnt that Grell had done something unspeakable and morally wrong. I mean we were a couple, why would he do what he did, I was distraught, I wanted to know why he did what he did, and with that arrogant bastard as well."

"Sebastian what had he done that you hate so much", Ciel just laughed, I guess he found it funny as to what my nightmare entailed.

"Well Ciel, he had gone off with that reaper, he had gone and had an affair. He had an affair with William."

"Well you'll get over it won't you." Ciel butted in again.

"Ciel are you going to let me finish the story or not or are you going to keep interrupting" I pushed Ciel off the sofa. Ciel then stood up and proceeded to try and slap me around the face; I managed to grab his hand and pulled him so that he was within an inch of my face. "Do I have to spank you or are you going to shut up." Ciel smirked at me and then proceeded to lick my face. I forced him away from me and slapped him around the face.

"Hey there was no need for that Sebastian."

"Well Ciel there was no need to lick me." Ciel pulled me off the sofa onto the floor and then proceeded to climb on top of me and started to unbutton my shirt, I ran my hands through his hair and placed them on his back and pulled him closer to me. "Comfortable there Ciel", he just smiled and began to kiss me.

"Come Sebby, continue the story I'm intrigued."

"Ciel don't call me Sebby, and I will continue the story if you get off me."

"Fine Sebastian, continue the story, and by the way I am remaining where I am"

"Well then", I sighed, "back to the tale,

So you're back from outer space. I just walked in to find you here with that sad look on your face

Well anyway Grell decided to come back to me after about a week. I complained and moaned at him, I called him a bastard and told him that I was extremely pissed off with him; he had no respect for his boyfriend. I told him that it was over and that I never wanted to see him again. So he sulked off."

"But I guess he did come back."

"Yes Ciel he did, please can you get off me now, I am finding it a bit difficult to breath."

"No, I'm comfortable" Ciel replied, so I just rolled over so that I was on top of him. I then stood up and sat on the sofa.

"Sebastian", Ciel mumbled as he stood up. I just looked at him and patted the seat next to me, Ciel came and sat next to me and then once again he was laid on my lap.

"Anyway", I started the tale once again, "…

I should have changed that stupid lock, should have made you leave your keys, If I'd known for just one second you'll be back to bother me.

Well he did come back, sulking as per usual, he hadn't been able to get what he wanted from someone else and I wasn't going to give him the satisfaction of being able to come and go as he pleases hell no, I was going to decide when I was ready to love someone again. I told him that I never wanted to see him again, and that I had a new love interest."

"Sebastian", Ciel stated with some shock in voice, "you lied, demons can't lie."

"I didn't lie. Ciel I am going to get very, very annoyed the next time you insinuate that I lied, I didn't lie, I did have a new love interest."

"And who was that, wait is it going to be William, or even Ronald Knox."

"Ciel let me continue the story and I will explain everything to you, there is no need to be impatient.

Go on now go, walk out the door, just turn around now, 'cause you're not welcome any more, weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye, did you think I'd crumble, did you think I would lay down and die?

Grell looked at me as if to say 'how could you do this to me, I give you my devoted love and this is how you repay me.' I told him to leave the house; I didn't want him to awake my new love. But would he leave" Ciel shook his head. "Anyway, I walked up to him and punched him in the face, he fought back, we wrestled around it was a fight, and surprisingly you Ciel slept right through it."

"Wait was I the young love of yours", Ciel exclaimed. I buried my head in my hands.

"Ciel will you stop interrupting, back to the story;

Oh no not I, I will survive, oh as long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive , I've got all my life to live and all my love to give, I will survive. I will survive Hey, hey.

I then decided that I would find a way to get Grell out of my life, it was a lot harder than expected, and it involved talking to the one person that I most hated, William. I decided that I had to talk to him, I know this sounds desperate but he was my last hope, so I just walked up to him and demanded that he tried to get Grell to leave me alone."

"Did it work", Ciel questioned.

"well let's just say that William took some convincing, so I told him that I had formed a contract with a human and that Grell wasn't to come anywhere near me as he was the target of revenge for this human."

"Ok, I assume Sebastian that since you can't lie, you made a contract with me, but tell me why I wanted revenge, what did Grell do to make me want revenge?"

"Oh, he tried to kill you."

"That bastard", Ciel's eyes grew angry, he looked like he was about to lose it. I placed my finger over his mouth and told him to calm down, he didn't take to kindly to that, instead he grabbed my hand and sat up so that he was sat facing me.

"Ciel it was just a dream. There is no need to get irate about it, anyway William finally came round to my reasoning,

It took all the strength I had not to fall apart, kept trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart,

But he said that he had no power to control what Grell did, I felt as if the trip was a waste of time, well it was, William couldn't help me get rid of Grell."

"Wait; first you wanted Grell out of your life now you're implying that you kill him."

"Well Ciel I must admit I wanted to kill Grell but I couldn't do it, well with the issue of what would happen if I killed a 'Devine being' such as a grim reaper, and the fact that I would complete the contract between us, and I hadn't had enough of you yet so I couldn't kill him."

"Ah, so in your dream you were in love with me, that's sweet."

"Anyway back to the main discussion;

I spent, oh, so many nights just feeling sorry for myself, I used to cry but now I hold my head up high

There was some feeling for Grell still with me but that was dominated by my sour side, the fact that he cheated on me was still raging on me, and he called himself an intermediary between man and god, I wanted to run up to him and give him a hug around his neck with my hands and scream in his face 'well I am a descendant of the devil, so don't think that your all hip 'n' it because you're not."

"Well did you", Ciel asked.

"No Ciel", I sighed, "I did not."

"Poor Sebby that must have been so unfair"

"Ciel that came across as patronising," Ciel looked as if he wanted to cry when I glared at him because he called me 'Sebby'.

"Why are you being so mean to me", Ciel mumbled as he rested his head on his chest.

"I'm not being means to you; I just don't like it when you keep interrupting, so back to the story;

And you see me, somebody new, I'm not that chained up little person still in love with you

Grell turned up, day after day and wouldn't leave me alone, even when I was working for you he would still turn up and proclaimed that he loved me. But I wouldn't have it. He begged and begged and begged so much so that I landed a punch in his face. I laughed when he began to cry, 'why did you him me in my beautiful face', he screamed"

"What beautiful face of his, it's more like a mole hill."

"Now, now Ciel, be polite your British aristocracy remember, I know your so much better than everyone but there is no need to show it."

"Well, if I don't show my bastard side then how am I to scare the crap out of the criminal underworld."

"Well, you can be a bastard when you are working on tasks set by the queen but when you're not, please can you be a bit nicer."

"Ok, Sebastian" Ciel sighed as he kissed me again. He then continued to unbutton the rest of my shirt, "Sebastian", Ciel murmured as he ran his hand down my chest. "Please continue with the tale."

"Right,

So you felt like dropping in and just expect me to be free but now I'm saving all my loving for someone who's loving me

Anyway, I firmly told him that I never wanted to see him again and if he set foot in the manor I wouldn't hesitate to kill him."

"Even if it meant that we would have completed our contract." Ciel said.

"Yes, even if it meant we would complete our contract.

Go on now go, walk out the door, just turn around now, 'cause you're not welcome any more, weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye, did you think I'd crumble, did you think I would lay down and die?

But I didn't want to have to take your soul, but Grell kept coming to pester me, I had to kill him, I didn't have a choice."

"So you killed him?" Ciel asked he sounded confused.

"Yes I killed him, William wasn't happy but then he couldn't do much to stop me."

"So in the dream you ate my soul. Was it delicious?"

"Um….

Oh no not I, I will survive, oh as long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive , I've got all my life to live and all my love to give, I will survive. I will survive.

No I did not eat your soul. I became too attached to you, I wanted you too much, I could never kill you, just like earlier, I wanted you too much." Ciel just stared at me,

"Dreams do come true then", Ciel whispered.

"What do you mean by that Ciel?"

"Well I have always dreamed that you would confess your love to me", I smiled; Ciel pulled me to the floor…