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Hello again. I decided to make an other story for Rurouni Kenshin. I hope to like it

Chapter 1

Memories that can not be forgotten

It was another night in Tokyo and Kenshingumi had decided to go for dinner to Akabeko. Sanosuke and Yahiko were fighting as always for the food and Kaoru was yelling at them angry that for once could not be quiet and enjoy themselves.

Kenshin however was in a different mood. Despite the noises and the voices of the people that were eating at Akabeko it looked like he could not hear anything. He seemed distant and lost to his own thoughts. He looked sad and lost to his own world. Kaoru was looking at him worried. He looked so pained. It was like he didn't have communication with anyone. His body was there but his mind was somewhere else. He was thinking of something g or someone. Tears started to run down her face .She wanted to be with him and help him fight his demons. She wanted to care for him in any possible way. However she knew that Kenshin would never let her help him and that he would never open his heart to her. She could not do anything else. She was watching him in silence.

"My love what's happening to you and you look so sad? What's tormenting you so much? You seem so distant and lonely. How i would like to hold you for ever. Let me comfort you, and take away your pain, let me be with you. Every time I try to reach you you go away. Away from me. Even if you will let me close to you i will always be by your side. I will never leave you. You are not alone. I will save you from darkness.. I am in love with you"

Kenshin was sitting on the other side on the table lost in his own world. His head was hurting and he felt that he would explode. Tomorrow was Tomoe`s death anniversary and once again he felt devastated and broken. Once again guilt come over him .Guilt about the crime he had done .He had killed the only woman that ever loved with his own hands. The woman that once he had promised to protect. How he wishes all those years of pain and loneliness were just a nightmare and that he would wake up with Tomoe lying next to him. He would never forgive himself for killing her. How he wanted that pain to go away so that he could not suffer anymore.

Tomoe, my beloved Tomoe why did you leave me? Why did you leave me alone? I am lost without you. You are my sheath, you are the only one who can protect me from darkness. That can keep me sane. But you left and here i stand alone without you. I cannot do this anymore. Please Tomoe come and take me and let us live together for the eternity. Please Tomoe come back to me. I need you…

I hope you liked my story. Please review and tell me if you like the story in order to write more chapters. Thank you.

Lady Lucila.