I could remember it…
The moon was full, so beautiful…
The wind was cold but I could stand through it…Because she was there…
With me…
Alone."
[SAKURA'S NOTEBOOK]
Dear Diary,
Alone. What he felt was alone, and I knew. Because that's what I'm feeling right now. Alone, and lonely. Because he left me… here. Alone, with nothing to hold. Nothing to feel. No one to love.
Alone. A word that means five things:
1. Done without others,
It means carried out by somebody without any help or assistance.
2. Unique in some respect,
It means being the only one to do, or achieve something
3. Without help from other people,
It means without support from anybody or anything else.
4. Without company,
It means without anything or anybody nearby
5. and fifth, the main meaning.
It means without anybody to live with.
Alone. The word I didn't understand before. The word he could understand even from before.
Alone. The word I didn't want to know. The word he didn't want to have.
Alone. The word alone means so much…that it broke me apart.
Alone. Darkness. Sadness. Pain. It all connected to one thing for me: him leaving.
"We were there, alone. Just us.
I felt her coming and I knew it wasn't right…
It just wasn't right…
Heh, I didn't even imagined that day…
But it happened…
Now that it was over,
I can't go back anymore…
Here I am. Writing this stupid letter…
I don't even know why I'm writing this…
I don't even know why I'm crying right now…
If only you were here, with me.
So I couldn't be alone anymore…
I'm sorry, okay?"
A tear fell.
"Great…now it's wet.
Well, I hope this paper doesn't reach you…
Goodbye,
Sakura."
