You were hateful and mysterious, you never had a life of your own..it was your fate. You were always so cold and cruel, full of rage..deep down you were hurt. In reality all you wanted was to have your family to go back to..to be loved and happy. And that life was stolen from you. It breaks my heart, knowing that you never experienced what could've been.

I imagine that you are here with me, showing you how it feels to live..to breath, Seeing a breathtaking sunset over the ocean feeling the warmth from the sun, running freely in a wide open meadow with the wind through your hair as it gracefully touches your face. To hold you in my arms..to hear the beating of your heart. If only you could've seen with your own eyes that everything wasn't as bad as you thought. But that dream is forever shattered..never meant to be.

I know your not real..but my mind will tell me otherwise. I've never felt so strongly for anyone that I do for you. Don't know how you'd feel if you read this. So I guess all that I have said is pointless..wasted..cause you'll never know..your all I ever wanted.

Looking up to the endless sky all I can think about is you..knowing that you are gone and your soul is at peace, that your suffering is over..you are not alone..anymore...

I love you Vergil..I always will