A/N: ok so this is my newest actual story! Please Read and Review, and tell me what you think. Would you like to see some more? Enjoy!


Chapter 1: Prologue

Dating Edward Cullen is the best. But sometimes, when I'm feeling insecure, I can't understand why he chose me. I mean, I'm nothing special; I'm just thin and pale, with long-ish brown hair and chocolate brown eyes. And Edward, well he's just perfect with his beautiful bronze hair and gorgeous green eyes. But he did choose me, and I love him, and he loves me. We belong together.

And that's what we agreed on, the night that we went all the way.

Flashback:

It started off like any other weekend. My parents were out of town, probably in the Hamptons or something; my mom was a big socialite, and my parents are forever worrying about what their "friends" at the country club thought of them. So it was just me, all alone in our big ole' house. I called Edward and told him to come over. He came over, and we did the usual, watch a few movies, eat some popcorn…and make out of course! Well, we got carried away, and one thing led to another, and the next thing you know, we were in my room, on my bed, no clothes, breathless, and tired as hell. (sorry, no lemonade:] ) We laid there for a few minutes and then Edward got up abruptly.

"Where are you going?" I asked him.

"I got to get home babe, you know how my parents are. It's almost my curfew," he replied while he put on his shirt and pants. Then he came over to my side of the bed, and kissed me on the forehead.

"I'll talk to you later," and with that he left. I heard him start his car and then he drove away.

But I just lay there, thinking about what we just did, and how it had happened. Seeing how Edward acted afterwards, so far away and distant freaked me out and made me feel like everything that we just did was a mistake, and very big one since it was most definitely, one hundred percent unprotected!

Edward sure did make it seem like it had been a mistake. After that night, he got especially distant. Whenever I would text him something, it seemed like he would take forever to respond if at all. And when he actually did reply, they would usually just be one to two word texts. I thought it was a bunch of bull shit, and it really pissed me off. I mean, I gave him everything I had. How could he do this crap to me?

And then I found out why.


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-Valerie-