Title: Never Ending Sadness
Author: Halfdemon-gurl15
Manga: Kodocha: Sana's Stage
Author: Miho Obana
Summary: I love my Sana dearly. Why did you have to leave me? Why did you have to leave me all alone? Why did you have to die? I MISS YOU SO MUCH SANA! I can't stand to be without you, I can't LIVE without you're smile.
Disclaimer: I do not own Kodocha, and I would like to say that if there really is a movie like the one I describe, sorry but I didn't know and I do not own it.anyway.please Read and Review!
This fic starts about the time the Manga ends, now, I haven't seen any of the Anime, I've only read the Manga series 1-10 so, yea.anyway.on with the fic! HINT* This is Akito's point of view!
Chapter 1: Gone Away
I laid on my bed, starring at the ceiling in my room thinking about the day Sana will get back from Hawaii. She flew there for a movie she's doing called 'Ride the Blue' and plays the younger sister to a famous woman suffer, who in the end wins a championship and Sana is the one who talks her sister into taking the chance, and surf in the competition. The part was made just for her. She told me all about it, and she promised to bring a copy of it so that I could watch it before it comes out in theaters. She is coming back in a week. I miss her so much, she's been gone for 3 months, but I call her everyday, I don't always get a hold of her, sometimes.no, most of the time she's working on the movie, but she always calls me back as soon as she gets a chance. It gets lonely here without her. I miss her smile, how she brightens everyone's day when she enters the room, how she makes me feel like I am everything I can be, how she makes me want to be a better person.
'oh Sana, I can't wait till you return to me, till you return to my arms.'
"Akito! Come down stairs! It's time for dinner." I sat up from my bed when I heard my Kyoodai calling. I was about to say I wasn't hungry when she yelled up once more, "Akito! Otoosan brought home SUSHI! Come eat!" I smiled to myself as I got out of bed and made my way down the stairs to the kitchen. "I knew that would get you to eat. I know that you're upset that Sana had to go, right after we got home from LA but at least she comes back in a week, so cheer up would ja? You're making Me feel depressed." I rolled my eyes, I hated it when Otoosan is right. I sat down at my usual spot at the table and ate my sushi slowly. "Oishii sushi Otoosan! Arigatoo Gozaimasu!" My sister said lovingly. She then turned to look at me suggestively. "I didn't hate it." I said before getting up and leaving the room. I could hear my Kyoodai fuming about my manors. I shrugged it off before opening the door to my room and closing it swiftly behind me, to get back right to what I was doing before, starring at the ceiling above my head.
Ever since Sana left for that movie I haven't gotten much sleep. When Otoosan and Natsumi are both in bed I go out running, and once I didn't come back for a few days. Otoosan got worried and said that if I must go running, I have to come home the next day. I couldn't do that in LA, it was too dangerous, and Otoosan locked the doors and windows so that I couldn't run, and I had to stay cooped up in the house. I felt like an animal in a cage. Cheetah's are meant to run, we're not meant for cages.
But tonight I was really tired, so I only ran till dawn and came home. I didn't want to go to school, but Otoosan made me. I didn't see the point, since I fell asleep in class anyway.
I just can't wait till Sana-chan comes back to me next week. I'll be here, waiting for her, for my love.
***NEXT WEEK***
I felt a pang in my heart as I ran, something was wrong, I knew it was. My cheetah instincts told me so. I went home as this feeling of dread rose up into my chest. It squeezed my heart as I ran up the sidewalk to my house, when I realized that there were people over, and it was in the middle of the night.
"Otoosan? Who are all these people, what are they doing here?" I heard Natsumi ask sleepily as I ran in the door. I squeezed through the people standing at the front door. There were three of them, and one of them was talking to Otoosan, I didn't get to here most of the conversation between the two of them. I finally got to Otoosan, Natsumi, and the man Otoosan was talking to, just in time to hear the words. "Sana has died." I didn't know who said it, but whoever it was had gone on to say other things, I didn't hear it. All I heard was, Sana died, Sana died, Sana died. I heard someone say my name, but the voice was to far away, I tried to answer but the words caught in my chest, I couldn't breath, the room around me was in a haze as I heard the desperate cry of my name. I felt the weight of the world tumble on top of me, as I fell into darkness.
***
I awoke sometime later in a very hard bed, it wasn't mine. I heard a heart monitor steadily beeping beside me. "Sana?" I opened my eyes as the memories flooded my mind rapidly. As if someone had put a hose on full blast and stuck it up to my ear. Sana died.
Sana's dead.
Sana died. The same thing over and over again pounded inside my head. Did summersaults inside my skull, bruising my brain with every landing. I felt a large, strong hand grip my smaller one. I looked over to my left and Otoosan and Natsumi were sitting beside me. As well as Tsuyoshi and Fuka, their eyes were red and puffy as they stood over in the corner. "W-where's Sana?" I asked meekly, hoping this all had been one big nightmare. I heard Fuka stifle a cry and Tsuyoshi put his arm around her shoulder comforting her. "Akito, she." Otoosan started, but his voice trailed off in another direction, hoping to escape the subject that was now shoved into it's face. ".you see there was a plane crash, Sana, didn't make it. I'm sorry." The realization hit me hard as I heard Fuka's cries of sorrow, and my best friend had tears running slowly down his cheeks. My mind went blank. And I once again fell into darkness.
"Sana?" I looked around , it was so dark. Completely black, with no light to shine on the emptiness I felt at that moment, I truly, truly knew what it meant to be alone. "Sana.come back to me Sana.why did you have to leave? Why did you have to leave me? Why did you have to leave me all alone? Why did you have to die? I MISS YOU SO MUCH SANA! I can't stand to be without you, I can't LIVE without you're smile." Overwhelmed by the darkness creeping into my soul, the hate of the world, the hate for myself, I let the hatred feed on my heart, let the black eat my very soul.
"Sana."
"I love you.My Sana.My love."
Author: Halfdemon-gurl15
Manga: Kodocha: Sana's Stage
Author: Miho Obana
Summary: I love my Sana dearly. Why did you have to leave me? Why did you have to leave me all alone? Why did you have to die? I MISS YOU SO MUCH SANA! I can't stand to be without you, I can't LIVE without you're smile.
Disclaimer: I do not own Kodocha, and I would like to say that if there really is a movie like the one I describe, sorry but I didn't know and I do not own it.anyway.please Read and Review!
This fic starts about the time the Manga ends, now, I haven't seen any of the Anime, I've only read the Manga series 1-10 so, yea.anyway.on with the fic! HINT* This is Akito's point of view!
Chapter 1: Gone Away
I laid on my bed, starring at the ceiling in my room thinking about the day Sana will get back from Hawaii. She flew there for a movie she's doing called 'Ride the Blue' and plays the younger sister to a famous woman suffer, who in the end wins a championship and Sana is the one who talks her sister into taking the chance, and surf in the competition. The part was made just for her. She told me all about it, and she promised to bring a copy of it so that I could watch it before it comes out in theaters. She is coming back in a week. I miss her so much, she's been gone for 3 months, but I call her everyday, I don't always get a hold of her, sometimes.no, most of the time she's working on the movie, but she always calls me back as soon as she gets a chance. It gets lonely here without her. I miss her smile, how she brightens everyone's day when she enters the room, how she makes me feel like I am everything I can be, how she makes me want to be a better person.
'oh Sana, I can't wait till you return to me, till you return to my arms.'
"Akito! Come down stairs! It's time for dinner." I sat up from my bed when I heard my Kyoodai calling. I was about to say I wasn't hungry when she yelled up once more, "Akito! Otoosan brought home SUSHI! Come eat!" I smiled to myself as I got out of bed and made my way down the stairs to the kitchen. "I knew that would get you to eat. I know that you're upset that Sana had to go, right after we got home from LA but at least she comes back in a week, so cheer up would ja? You're making Me feel depressed." I rolled my eyes, I hated it when Otoosan is right. I sat down at my usual spot at the table and ate my sushi slowly. "Oishii sushi Otoosan! Arigatoo Gozaimasu!" My sister said lovingly. She then turned to look at me suggestively. "I didn't hate it." I said before getting up and leaving the room. I could hear my Kyoodai fuming about my manors. I shrugged it off before opening the door to my room and closing it swiftly behind me, to get back right to what I was doing before, starring at the ceiling above my head.
Ever since Sana left for that movie I haven't gotten much sleep. When Otoosan and Natsumi are both in bed I go out running, and once I didn't come back for a few days. Otoosan got worried and said that if I must go running, I have to come home the next day. I couldn't do that in LA, it was too dangerous, and Otoosan locked the doors and windows so that I couldn't run, and I had to stay cooped up in the house. I felt like an animal in a cage. Cheetah's are meant to run, we're not meant for cages.
But tonight I was really tired, so I only ran till dawn and came home. I didn't want to go to school, but Otoosan made me. I didn't see the point, since I fell asleep in class anyway.
I just can't wait till Sana-chan comes back to me next week. I'll be here, waiting for her, for my love.
***NEXT WEEK***
I felt a pang in my heart as I ran, something was wrong, I knew it was. My cheetah instincts told me so. I went home as this feeling of dread rose up into my chest. It squeezed my heart as I ran up the sidewalk to my house, when I realized that there were people over, and it was in the middle of the night.
"Otoosan? Who are all these people, what are they doing here?" I heard Natsumi ask sleepily as I ran in the door. I squeezed through the people standing at the front door. There were three of them, and one of them was talking to Otoosan, I didn't get to here most of the conversation between the two of them. I finally got to Otoosan, Natsumi, and the man Otoosan was talking to, just in time to hear the words. "Sana has died." I didn't know who said it, but whoever it was had gone on to say other things, I didn't hear it. All I heard was, Sana died, Sana died, Sana died. I heard someone say my name, but the voice was to far away, I tried to answer but the words caught in my chest, I couldn't breath, the room around me was in a haze as I heard the desperate cry of my name. I felt the weight of the world tumble on top of me, as I fell into darkness.
***
I awoke sometime later in a very hard bed, it wasn't mine. I heard a heart monitor steadily beeping beside me. "Sana?" I opened my eyes as the memories flooded my mind rapidly. As if someone had put a hose on full blast and stuck it up to my ear. Sana died.
Sana's dead.
Sana died. The same thing over and over again pounded inside my head. Did summersaults inside my skull, bruising my brain with every landing. I felt a large, strong hand grip my smaller one. I looked over to my left and Otoosan and Natsumi were sitting beside me. As well as Tsuyoshi and Fuka, their eyes were red and puffy as they stood over in the corner. "W-where's Sana?" I asked meekly, hoping this all had been one big nightmare. I heard Fuka stifle a cry and Tsuyoshi put his arm around her shoulder comforting her. "Akito, she." Otoosan started, but his voice trailed off in another direction, hoping to escape the subject that was now shoved into it's face. ".you see there was a plane crash, Sana, didn't make it. I'm sorry." The realization hit me hard as I heard Fuka's cries of sorrow, and my best friend had tears running slowly down his cheeks. My mind went blank. And I once again fell into darkness.
"Sana?" I looked around , it was so dark. Completely black, with no light to shine on the emptiness I felt at that moment, I truly, truly knew what it meant to be alone. "Sana.come back to me Sana.why did you have to leave? Why did you have to leave me? Why did you have to leave me all alone? Why did you have to die? I MISS YOU SO MUCH SANA! I can't stand to be without you, I can't LIVE without you're smile." Overwhelmed by the darkness creeping into my soul, the hate of the world, the hate for myself, I let the hatred feed on my heart, let the black eat my very soul.
"Sana."
"I love you.My Sana.My love."
