I love you.
I've always loved you. I've loved you ever since I first saw you. I want to hold you in my arms and kiss and comfort you. I want to smile and make you laugh.
Yet I hate you too. I want to hurt you, and make you bleed and cry. I want to make you beg for mercy as you sob in pain and agony.
I want to make you mine and always mine.
But you don't belong to me.
No. You belong to Kisame. And I belong to Sasori.
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I lay with Sasori as he sleeps. His arms wrapped possessively around me. I stare at him as he sleeps. His red hair covers his face. I kiss him and crawl out from under him, and out the door.
I walk into the living room. I see you and Kisame sitting on the floor. You're curled on his lap, you're head against his chest. Kisame holds you protectively.
The way I want to hold you.
Kakazu and Hidan sit across from you
Hidan has caught a large bird and was torturing it. Kakazu looked bored, and Kisame looked on with pity. You refuse to look at it. You hate when he tortures animals, and you want to tell him to stop. But you stay quiet. It doesn't matter now.
The bird is dead.
Hidan carelessly tossed the bird aside and begans to make out with Kakazu. I sit on the couch and grab a book, but don't bother reading it. I watch Kisame kiss you gently on the cheek.
"You okay angel?" He asks. You nod quietly. But I can see you aren't. You look pale and you're hands are trembling. Kisame glances at me.
I want to kill him.
"Hey Deidara where's Sasori?" He asks I force a grin.
"Asleep." I reply. I watch you close your eyes and lean against Kisame's chest, where his heart beats. I want to rip it out.
"At this hour!? Fuck! You guys must have been screwing hard last night!" Kisame says with awe. I shrug and glance at you.
"You guys should know un. I'm sure you guys are always screwing." You glance at me and answer for Kisame.
"No. We have never had sex."
Hidan and Kakazu stop sucking face and I stare at you.
"You mean you're still a virgin?" Kakazu asks. You nod. This surprises me. But I shouldn't be. You're not a whore. And you never will be.
Kisame laughs and puts his huge hand on your tiny leg. I'm almost afraid he may break you.
"He is for now." Kisame says. "But I shall one day rise up and take his precious innocence for my own." You smile and roll your eyes. I shrug.
"Well un, maybe he won't give it to you." Kisame looks surprised. You shoot me a dark look.
"I plan on giving my virginity to Kisame. When the time is right, it's his." Kisame smiles and kisses your neck. I glare at him. No one notices.
Just you wait Uchiha. I'll have you one way or another.
Sasori steps up behind me and blows into my ear. I smile at him.
We have a mission.
It's my first shot at a DeiIta. I hope you like it I'll be working on it, along with my other stories PLEASE! R&R I LOVE YOU!!
