Life moves on but I am still
Chapter 1
Kurt heaved a sigh, troubled and melancholic.
He was back at New York, in one of the cafés within the NYADA, waiting for Rachel to finish up her classes.
She always manages to come late, probably because she just had to ask one more question to the teacher and Kurt please, if I want to be the best I will ask questions.
Realizing that he was going into one of his "Rachel rants" as Santana dubs it he quits.
He heaves another sigh, realizing that 2 months ago, that would be accurate.
After Finn's death, Rachel wasn't the same anymore.
Heck, he wasn't the same anymore. Rachel had been struck by the brutality of life and now she is carrying on with a grim determination.
He, on the other hand, was in a daze.
He never thought to prepare himself... He always thought he would never take anything for granted ever since his Mom's death and all the bullying but he was wrong.
He slipped up. His head was far in the clouds and gravity brought him down.
Finn... God the pain that sliced through him every time.
He shoved that thought aside. He cannot cry. He has been doing that enough.
One day he might be able to think of Finn and maybe he and Rachel will be able to laugh at the good times.
But not today. Seeing Rachel finally getting out of class he waves at her and gets up.
"I won't offer you platitudes Hummel, you'll hear plenty. I'll just be here." Kurt stopped for a moment, confused.
Why on earth did he suddenly think of what that person said? Rachel snapped her fingers in front of Kurt's face.
"You ok?" She asks, concerned. He offers her a small smile. They walk home.
