It's been 10 years since HE left I finally gave up on hope that he would come back .I'm a vampire now I've deiced that I I can't take it I just... gave up hope.
** ' All this time I was wasting hope
that you would come around. I've
been giving out chances chances
but all you do is let me down.' **
I just can't believe it took me so long to figure it out that he didn't love me anymore.I can't believe I was so stuipd.
**' And It's taken me this long
baby but I figured you out.'**
Then when he left me he had the freaking nerve to say:
"oh Bella everything will be fine " he just doesn't know how much he hurt me.
**' And your thinking will be fine
but not this time around .'**
I just can't believe the nerve he has, and neither would you.
Somehow Alice finds out that I'm a vampire and also here in Forks that she finds my phone number and gives it to he just has to call for 's gotten to the point where I don't even answer.
**' You don't have to call anymore I won't
pick up the phone this is the last straw
don't want to hurt anymore You can tell
me that your sorry but I don't believe
baby like I did before your not sorry
No no no uh uh uh '**
I thought he was so innocent and that he loved me but I was wrong
**' Your looking so innocent I believe you
If Didn't know '**
Even now I think that could have been a vampire with him but he doesn't love me so it doesn't matter anymore.
**' Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the
cold and you've got your share of
sercerts and I tired of being
last to know. '**
Now he wants me to listen to his apolgy but I'm not because then our forgive him but I don't want do do that because he means nothing to me I know that he's not had running like a love-sick
**'you had me falling for you honey
I would have never gone away no
Used to shine so bright but
I watched all of it fade. *
Now all I know that is that i can never trust him again.
**' so you don't have to call
anymore I won't pick up the phone
this is the last straw there's nothing
to beg for and you can tell me that your
sorry but I won't believe you baby like
like i did before your not sorry
no (x12)
