MANNYXFRIDAA~ 3 -
I can't help but smile when I see your extatic face. It warms me to the core to be able to hear your flowing voice, the lovely accent winding it's way through your lips and spilling into my heart like a waterfall of eternal bliss. The curve of your smile somehow finds it's way onto my face, spreading like a beautiful disease of the heart. Happiness pours from your face, your mood, and infects the outlook of anyone around you. I dream many times a week of reaching out slowly to touch your tan skin, run a finger down the dark scar on your face that always make me feel protected around you. It is there always, reminding me that I am not alone.
Your chocolate-brown eyes burn with the intensity of life itself, filling me with a comfort the likes of which I have never felt with anyone else. You smile against my cheek and tell me that it's okay in the melting pool of sun that is your voice, cradling my head against your chest in an attempt to make me feel better about the day's events. Normality in this sense would be a number of harsh beatings from the ghastly people who dare to call themselves 'villains'. You can always make the bruises and batterings fade away, soothing them with your very presence.
Now this has changed. Crimson flames have erupted into your eyes, the hostile expression on your beautiful face a warning screaming out to me, yelling to run as fast as my legs will carry me. But my legs, or possibly my heart, wants to stay with you, walk with you into old age. The new personality you hold does not include time for me, but a natural urge to kill me instead. How could I let you slip away with such speed as this? You left me with a broken spirit, and a confused mind. Having no idea when you will return is killing me from the inside, doing your job for you.
The others predicted our coming, Alice especially. Had I not been so clumsy... So sensitive... Maybe, just maybe things would be different. If I wasn't so weak in times of crisis, if I wasn't so... Defenseless. I would be in your tender embrace once more, feeling your breath on my skin and breathing it in to treasure for the rest of my life. Now, if you breathed in my scent you would surely go mad and kill me without hesitation. I wonder, at times, if your life would be easier without me.
Because without me, you wouldn't be a vampire.
