Disclaimer: This doesn't belong to me, this belongs to . I am merely being creative.
A/N: This wouldn't leave me alone, I really hope I got Bella's character on. Let me know what you think, otherwise how will I know where I went wrong and right.
Bella
When he left, he broke me.
It wasn't that he broke my heart, no that would never adequately describe what happened to me. What he did.
It was like the sun forgot to shine for me, like the stars in the sky lost their sparkle and died away; and even the moon ebbed and faded. They left me in darkness and total isolation. I was spun off my axis and I was left hanging without anything to centre me and to guide me.
The darkness surrounded me and nothing could reach me. Without him, my very existence ceased to make sense.
What was the point.
I should hate him for what he did, for what he said.
But how do you hate when every emotion you ever felt has been replaced by a giant gaping hole, and the only thing I was capable of feeling was pain. Pain because everything I knew was wrong and nothing made any sense anymore.
I went through the motions, I feigned interest when those around me engaged me in conversation. At times, I even mustered enough strength to start a conversation. Nothing touched me anymore, I was numb.
I didn't feel anything, until that night. I remember feeling ill, I remember lying in bed.
Then everything sort of went hot and strange. At times I felt like I was in a furnace, I have vague memories of Charlie trying to cool me down and a Doctor talking to me.
Everything else was a blur.
I woke up that morning and I could see the dust on the ceiling, I could also hear the birds from in the forest. It was strange.
Everything changed after that morning, Charlie told me of my odd fever and he also informed me of what the Doc had told him.
To say I was shocked was an understatement, this was nothing short of a miracle. Charlie was livid, who wouldn't be, his teenage daughter was going to be Mother before graduating high school.
He didn't speak to me for a month.
I didn't care. It was like someone had lit a candle for me, he hadn't left me completely. However unintentionally Edward left a piece of himself that no one could take from me.
I had a reason for existence now.
It was hard, a lot changed for me in the months leading up to her birth.
She was beautiful and I loved her. She looks like him, she smiles like him and she is like him in so many ways that I wouldn't even know where to begin.
She's crawling now, I wish he was here.
