A/N: Warning, almost suicide and suicidal thoughts.

Bella pov.

He left. He isn't coming back. I know I have to do this. But, how? I know I'll be missed. I know the Cullen's will regret leaving me.

"Don't do anything stupid." Edward had warned me. I won't listen.

I can't listen. I grab a piece of paper and a pen. I start to write.

I'm sorry, but I have to do this. I'll miss all of you. I'm so sorry. By the time you get this I'll be dead.

-Bella

I hold back the tears. I grab the note.

Should I really do this.

No, I'll be missed.

Yes, I can't live without him.

No.

Yes.

No.

Yeah, maybe I should.

NO!

I ripe the note in half and throw it away. I run upstairs and grab my razor blade. I put it on my arm and make a small cut.

Pain. It feels nice. It makes me forget about everything. I smile. I make another one then clean them and place band aids over them. I walk to me room to see my love.

"JASPER!" I shout, jumping into his arm.

"Bella, please, we can't live without you. I need you." He dry sobs into my hair.

*Time Skip*

I laugh as I fall after running into a tree. Jasper and Emmett both chuckle and help me up.

"Klutziest vampire ever." Emmett laughs. Who would've thought I would find true love in Jasper.