A/N: Warning, almost suicide and suicidal thoughts.
Bella pov.
He left. He isn't coming back. I know I have to do this. But, how? I know I'll be missed. I know the Cullen's will regret leaving me.
"Don't do anything stupid." Edward had warned me. I won't listen.
I can't listen. I grab a piece of paper and a pen. I start to write.
I'm sorry, but I have to do this. I'll miss all of you. I'm so sorry. By the time you get this I'll be dead.
-Bella
I hold back the tears. I grab the note.
Should I really do this.
No, I'll be missed.
Yes, I can't live without him.
No.
Yes.
No.
Yeah, maybe I should.
NO!
I ripe the note in half and throw it away. I run upstairs and grab my razor blade. I put it on my arm and make a small cut.
Pain. It feels nice. It makes me forget about everything. I smile. I make another one then clean them and place band aids over them. I walk to me room to see my love.
"JASPER!" I shout, jumping into his arm.
"Bella, please, we can't live without you. I need you." He dry sobs into my hair.
*Time Skip*
I laugh as I fall after running into a tree. Jasper and Emmett both chuckle and help me up.
"Klutziest vampire ever." Emmett laughs. Who would've thought I would find true love in Jasper.
