A/N: Hey, Jayden here! This is the first boy/boy story I've ever written, but I've read plenty. The lyrics I used are from the song Brighter by Paramore. I'm really proud of this, so PLEASE review! You'll get yummy bigital Hot Choko and Cookies if you do! You can even huggle Padfoot! Just PLEASE review! Thank you for your time.
Disclaimer: I do not own any charcters, lyrics, or settings mentioned in this story, nor do I make any money from them. Please don't sue.
Pairing: Sirius Black/Remus Lupin
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So this is how it goes,
Well I, I would have never known.
And if it ends tonight,
Well I'll still say that you shine brighter,
Than anyone!
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The moon rose into the night sky, casting its ghoulish light across the stone floor. The clock sitting on one Remus Lupin's desk read 6:21 p.m. Three boys and a rat sat around a large, black, leather-bound book. The boys all applauded the rat, one of them adding an appreciative whoop.
The rat turned a circle and was gone. In its place sat a plump teenage boy with strawberry blonde hair and blue watery eyes. He cheered, stood, and bowed low.
"It's about time, Wormtail!" a tall male jeered happily, his shoulder-length raven colored hair shook with laughter. He patted the boy's back.
"It's only been a week and a half since you achieved it fully!" Wormtail defended.
Another boy, tall with short black ruffled hair, got to his feet. "Good on 'ya, mate!" he said, also patting Wormtail's back.
The last boy however, frowned slightly. "You know, you really don't have to do all this just for me. I really don't dese-"
"Come off it!" the boy was cut off by a very angry Sirius "Padfoot" Black. "If you don't want us to do this, than why'd you help us!?" His long hair swished as he turned on his heel and stormed out of the dorm room.
"Jeez, a little melo-dramatic, don't 'ya think, Remmy?" the black haired teen laughed nervously, attempting to lighten the mood.
"I think he went into shock, Prongs!"
Remus John Lupin stood with his mouth agape and eyes wide. All he could think of is how mystical Sirius looked in the moonlit room; his eyes fiery with passion and rage; his hair billowing from the wind coming from the open window; his tanned face shining brightly in the starlight.
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Now I think we're taking this too far,
Don't you know that,
it's not this hard, well it's not this hard.
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"Siri?" Prongs' voice called from the doorway to the Astronomy Tower. "Pads?" He sighed. Sirius got so emotional over certain subjects. This one was called "Remus John Lupin".
"Sirius, do want to talk about it?" James tried again. A non-committal grunt could be heard from the shadows. If a normal person came up to this exact tower at this exact moment, they would say that Sirius Black was probably in his dorm room, but definatly not here. James Potter, however, was not a normal person. He was Sirius' best mate and personal consultant.
James walked over to a shadowed wall and sat cross legged on the cold floor. He sighed again. "Sirius," he began. 'Damn, this has to be big if he's forcing me to use his name!' He thought.They only ever used first names when discussing life-changing events.
"Are you gonna be okay? You were sort of a prat back there, you know that?" He chuckled slightly. When wasn't Padfoot a prat? "You know, I can't help but think that you're getting a little too emotional over all of this." James stared at the blank piece of wall to his left. He blinked, and a boy appeared beside him, a silver cloak pooled around his bum.
His face was wet with tears and his eyes were red and slightly puffed from crying. He looked pitiful like that, and very vulnerable. "I can't help it Jamie! It's too hard, I can't do it much longer! I love him so much, but if he finds out, he'll hate me!" He started sobbing again.
James sighed again. "It can't be that hard, mate. Though, I really don't think he'd hate you. Moony just isn't like that! He'd probably understand." Silently, James pulled his love-sick friend into a brotherly embrace. "Shhhhhhhh…" he whispered into Sirius' ear. "Shhh…it'll be alright."
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But if you take what's yours and I take mine,
must we go there?
Please not this time, no not this time.
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"Remus, are you okay?" a tall red headed female asked the small tawny-haired boy. "I'm sure he's just got other things in mind." She patted his shoulder reassuringly.
"I know Lily, but he's just so beautiful!" He responded.
"Do you love him?"
"I – err- umm - well - it's just - I don't – I want – he won't – I" he sighed. "I don't know. I'm just so confused! Even if I did love him, everyone knows he's the straightest guy in Gryffindor! There's no way in Hell that he'd want a guy like me."
Lily Evans smiled sadly. "Remus, I don't think he cares if you have a 'moon allergy'! He worked hard, studied, did Charms homework, all for you! He really cares for you, Remus." Just than, the portrait door swung open and in walked two boys.
"Hello Potter, Black. I think you've done enough damage here." Lily said in a menacing voice.
"Chill Evans, we've just come to get something of mine from the dorm." Sirius' challenged.
"Well, you'd better not come and harass us!" Lily sniped back.
"HEY!" James yelled. "Chill, both of you! Let's not go there! Please, not now!"
The two boys continued up the stairs just as Remus started to cry.
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A/N: Like I said before, please review and tell me what you think!
