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Aiden

Hey, Bro. I can't seem to wrap my mind around the fact that you are dead. For the first few days, I convinced myself that it was a dream. I told myself that you would walk through the door soon. I made myself believe that this was just some test from Derek. Only it wasn't.

When you died, you took a part of me with you. I feel hollow. Don't get me wrong, I felt angry and depressed at one point too. I was angry that you left me alone. I was angry that you gave your life to prove to Lydia that you were one of the good guys. I was angry that you chose Lydia over me. You didn't have to prove anything to anyone, Aiden. I always knew that you were good at heart. Eventually, I started to realize that I was thinking selfishly. Your sacrifice saved us all. When you fought the Oni, you weren't just thinking about Lydia; you were thinking about everyone.

I have so many regrets. I'm sorry I called you a psychotic brother. I'm sorry I went behind your back to see Danny. I know now that you were just protecting me. You didn't want me to start a relationship with Danny because Deucalion would see it as a division in loyalty. Deucalion would have killed Danny if he knew how attached I was to Danny. You didn't want me to go through the pain of loss again. Most of all, I'm sorry that we didn't leave Beacon Hills when we had the chance. That lapse in judgment cost me my best friend's life.

I would be lying if I said that I'm alright. I constantly have nightmares. I'm more reserved and don't engage in conversations as much. I never realized how many of my conversations were with you. I'm spending more time in wolf form because it hurts too much. I need a break from all the whispers and stares. I need a break from everyone telling me, "I'm sorry," or, "If there's anything I can do…" There is nothing they can do. They can't bring my brother back.

We buried you next to Kali and Ennis. I know they weren't the ideal guardians, but they were the closest thing to family we had. They were a part of our pack. I'm staying with Deucalion now. He's actually kinder and more humane. I guess healing his sight also healed his soul. I had to leave Beacon Hills; it was too difficult to stay. Scott offered me a place in his pack, but I declined. It didn't seem right to become a part of a family that didn't include you.

I want you to know that in everyone's eyes you died a hero. You were redeemed with your last breath. No one could deny your courage in the face of despair. I know you always worried if you would be good enough. I know you were upset that Lydia would always think you were one of the bad guys. Let me tell you, Aiden, you died a good guy. You made the ultimate sacrifice. You didn't exactly erase all the evil things that you did, but you were redeemed. I know, without a shadow of a doubt, that you are in a better place now. I can't wait to join you and be reunited. I love you, and I miss you.

See you soon,

Ethan

A.N. So what do you guys think? I was actually thinking of making this fanfic a series of letters. I'm planning to do one with Isaac and Allison, Cora and Boyd, etc. Let me know if I should continue.