What would you do if the one whom you loved the most left you? You would try to keep living. But, even on your best days that isn't always easy. Would you want to meet someone else? Or would you want to stay alone... I guess Bella is just going to have to find out.

God. I seriously need to get out of here. Not this town. Never this town. I just need to leave this room. I get up and go into the bathroom to go take a shower. After I'm done I go and get some food. I feel like I haven't eaten in months! Oh...that's right...I haven't! Haha. I'm pathetic. I mean I know that he isn't coming back but I still expect him to come in throught my window every night!

I go back into my room and go to pick out an outfit. I thank god that Renee had me pick out some really girlie stuff last time we went to the mall. I am going for a whole new Bella right now. I picked out an off the shoulder lacey top(pic on profile) and some disstressed pencil jeans (pic on profile) and then got a jacket. I picked out a leather crop ruffel jacket then went to fin some sunglasses and a purse. I put on some black and white metal trimmed glasses(pic on profile) and grabbed my Black And White Striped Distressed Bag(pic on profile). Then put on my black cuff boots and made my way to school. Only a couple hours late. But, I'm eightteen...what the fuck are they gonna do to me? Give me a detention? Oh, I'm shaking in my boots! Haha. NOT!

I went into my second period class and everyone stopped what they were doing and looked at me for a little to long. Yay. Government! I totally zoned out the whole time. Then I had Trig and Spanish and it was finallt lunch time.

"Bella!" A voice said. I turned around and it was Lauren Malory. "Hey! I love the outfit today Bella! I was just wondering if you wanted to hang out at lunch today?"

"Sure lauren! Oh and buy the way! I absolutely love your hair today!"

"Thanks! I didn't really do anything to it today, though."

"Maybe you should not do anything to it everyday! It looks amazing!" We went and sat down and everyone looked at me again.

"Danm it! Will you just take a fucking picture already? It will last waaaaaaay longer! Jesus!" Everyone looked surprised. Why? Oh, because saint Bella just said fuck. Whatever! They all looked away except for Mike. God that guy really pisses me off.

"Hey, Bella?"

"Yes, Michael?"

"Um, well, I was wondering if you wanted to go on a date with me tonight."

"Sorry Michael. But, Lauren is coming over. Isn't that right Lauren?" She nodded her head in agreement. I sent a silent thank you to Lauren. Just then the bell rang and I went up to Lauren. "Thank you soooo much! I don't get why he doesn't know that I don't like him! I have been turning him down for about a year and he still wants to go out with me!"

"Your welcome. Oh, and I'll be at you house right after school. I'll just follow you home. Is that ok?"

"Yeah it's totally fine. I'll see you later." With that I walked off to biology. Right before I opened the door my heart clenched. I put the feeling aside and waltzed right in there and took my seat. Surprizingly, class went by really fast and soon it was P.E. Luckily Lauren was in this class so I had someone to talk to.

"Bella! You take forever! I swear you have been siting there for like twenty minutes!" Lauren grabbed my hand and the we went into the gym.

"Ah, Miss Swan! It seems you were in the locker room. What took you so long?"

"Sorry Coach! I was just not feelinng well. It was a good thing that Lauren found me or I would have been in there all night!" We laughed and then he went back to taking roll.

"Bell, who knew that you could lie like that?"

"Obviously not me, Laur!" Gym finally ended and me and lauren went to change. When we finished I got into my car and then she got into hers and we left. We got to my house really fast because Forks is just that tiny. "Hey, Lauren. What are you gonna do for clothes?"

"oh, i always have a separate pair baceuse I never know when I'm gonna be going to a friends. It comes in handy though!"

"I bet it does! Haha." The rest of the night went fine. Except for one little part.

"Bella, what happened that made Edward want to leave?"