a/n: Hiiiii, I know I have about three or four or maybe even five depressing Cat one-shots, but I go with my mood. Well, I hope you like, and aren't getting tried of them. If you are, please tell me. Maybe leave a suggestion, so I can do something different. Well...bbbyyeee.
It was a different pain. The kind that consumed your body and your mind.
The kind that ruined every part of you.
The part that use to smile.
The part that use to laugh.
The part that use to be happy.
When they asked you when it started
You bit your lip, They were in no position to question your life.
You give them a blinding beautiful smile, twirl your red velvet hair, then say " Do you have any bibble?''
The questioningly looked at you. You just continued to smile. But of course it's fake.
Everything about you is fake.
Your smile.
Your laugh.
Your happiness.
Your life.
You are existing, but not living.
You are breathing, but not feeling.
They asked you again, when it started.
You just smiled and said. " When what started, I'm always happy"
It sounds ridiculous, it was such a huge lie.
But it got them to stop asking.
You giggled, then said "My brother brought home a stray cat, the cat scratched up my arm"
How ironic, your lie being Cat got scarred by a cat.
The gang laughed, glad there was a obvious answer.
You laugh along, knowing the age old excuse would work.
They walk away, and leave you alone.
Oh, how you wish someone would turn around and say
" I know the truth"
But you remember when it started, it was so long ago.
Even if you were trying to forget.
You were home, alone, like you are now.
You were crying, like you do every night.
You were depressed, like you are now.
You saw this beautiful pair of pink sparkly scissors.
You walked towards them, picked it up, and began.
Fast Forward five years, and here you are.
Home Alone.
Crying.
Depressed.
Gripping onto the pink sparkly scissors.
The same ones that ended your pain, while adding more.
The same ones that made you happy, while adding to your sadness.
The same ones that are about to end your life.
a/n: So instead of writing Cat this and Cat that, I put "you". Which is new for me, a new style. I guess it's suppose to make you feel more emotions from the story, tell me if it works. Or if I should go back to the way I did things before. Sorry for it being short.
Have a wonderful September!
