Since this is actually the first time I wrote poetry I'm quite uncertain about it. I wanted it to be a sonnet but then it got longer and longer...(and with every verse more dramatic). Please tell me what you think! ;)
Save Me
I feel so cold; darkness all around me
I just can't bear this anymore, I need
You to be right here by my side, save me
I'm suffering from being without you.
First I wasn't sure about my feelings
I tried to deny them and just go on
I knew nothing about love and its meaning
But now it's plain that I'm in love with you.
I don't know why I needed so much time
To understand that you're the only one
I was so lost; inwardly crying for someone to be mine
You told me right away but I was numb.
I can't stop thinking about you
But there's one thing that haunts my mind
I'm afraid to face it; scared it could be true
It keeps torturing me in my sleepless nights.
After all I did to you
Do I deserve your love?
I hurt you so much; that's the sad truth
But after all you still want me to laugh.
You were so wonderful to me and yet so brave
I wanted to be strong myself
But I'm always the one who needs to be saved
And didn't notice that everything you did was heartfelt.
Every time I see you my heart skips a beat
But still I don't dare to confess
That it is you I want to be near me
My heart's a mess.
I don't know how to say or what to do
Always afraid you wouldn't want me anymore
Now all I can do is hope
That one day I will be with you.
I was so lonely until I met you here
But I pushed you away when you could chase away my sorrow
I don't know if you can ever forgive me
But it's certain that only you can save me now.
I want to love you
I want to feel you
I want to know everything about you
I want to comfort you when you're sad
I want to know that our love will never be dead.
I want to be there for you when you need me
And I want you to be there for me.
Always and forever
I love you
