Since this is actually the first time I wrote poetry I'm quite uncertain about it. I wanted it to be a sonnet but then it got longer and longer...(and with every verse more dramatic). Please tell me what you think! ;)


Save Me

I feel so cold; darkness all around me

I just can't bear this anymore, I need

You to be right here by my side, save me

I'm suffering from being without you.

First I wasn't sure about my feelings

I tried to deny them and just go on

I knew nothing about love and its meaning

But now it's plain that I'm in love with you.

I don't know why I needed so much time

To understand that you're the only one

I was so lost; inwardly crying for someone to be mine

You told me right away but I was numb.

I can't stop thinking about you

But there's one thing that haunts my mind

I'm afraid to face it; scared it could be true

It keeps torturing me in my sleepless nights.

After all I did to you

Do I deserve your love?

I hurt you so much; that's the sad truth

But after all you still want me to laugh.

You were so wonderful to me and yet so brave

I wanted to be strong myself

But I'm always the one who needs to be saved

And didn't notice that everything you did was heartfelt.

Every time I see you my heart skips a beat

But still I don't dare to confess

That it is you I want to be near me

My heart's a mess.

I don't know how to say or what to do

Always afraid you wouldn't want me anymore

Now all I can do is hope

That one day I will be with you.

I was so lonely until I met you here

But I pushed you away when you could chase away my sorrow

I don't know if you can ever forgive me

But it's certain that only you can save me now.

I want to love you

I want to feel you

I want to know everything about you

I want to comfort you when you're sad

I want to know that our love will never be dead.

I want to be there for you when you need me

And I want you to be there for me.

Always and forever

I love you