Before I start the story there is a few things, this is in an alternate time where Homura saves Madoka from becoming a Puella Magi and the girls survive expect Mami, fight and defeat the Walpurgis Night, and live happily ever after? On a side note this will be a DOUBLE pairing HorxMad SayxKyo Focused on MadxHor more). This will be in Horuma's view. (Madoka does not know about Horuma's time traveling yet.)

One month after the fight against the Walpurgis Night….

Today is the one month anniversary and were celebrating it at my apartment. "This reality almost seems to perfect." I say to myself. "I may have had to sacrifice Sayaka to become a Puella Magi and Mami to have died just to defeat the Walpurgis Night, but it was well worth it to save Madoka."

No matter how many times I tried to save all them it was impossible in the end but as long as Madoka is safe it's ok.

"Or am I being to selfish?" I asked myself.

"No, I had no choice, sacrifices must be made."

"However, I wonder what Madoka would think if she knew this was actually all my fau…"

Before I could even finish my sentence I was interrupted by the doorbell. It must be Madoka, I think to myself. I walk to the door and open it and I open it and hear "Good morning Homura-chan!" Than she jumps on me and hugs me and then kisses me on the lips for a few seconds, I blush harshly.

"Madoka! Don't do that all of a sudden!"

"What's wrong Homura-chan? Don't you love me?"

"Of course I do!" I yelled.

"Than what is the problem?"

"It was just to sudden! And what if someone see's us?!"

"Well there is no one around and I don't see a problem with that either, wouldn't it be good to show our love to the others?"

"I don't mind that really…but Kissing is a bit muc…" But before I could finish I hear something from afar.

We both look back and see Kyoko and Sayaka laughing (most likely at me).

"Stop laughing! You do the same damn thing!"

"Yeah but were not embarrassed about it." Kyoko says.

"You know Homura you have changed quite a lot since a month ago; you used to be a complete stuck-up bitch and completely emotionless." Sayaka says.

She is right, I have almost become what I used to be before I met Madoka and turned into Puella Magi. I can't say if it is a good or a bad thing.

"Just shut up and get inside."

They comply and walk in, holding hands. It is almost 11AM and we decided to start to eat at noon time, so we sat around my table and talking about the past month. Than Madoka says something I really wish she didn't to take away the "mood"."

"Well it is good that you girls defeat the Walpurgis Night and saved the world but I am still sad that Mami-san couldn't be here to celebrate with us."

After that statement everyone starts to look very sad. And it makes me feel guilty. After that Madoka finally realizes she destroyed the happy mood and says

"Oh uh… I didn't mean to ruin our conversation!"

Kyoko than speaks up: "No, your right Madoka, but she was the one that sacrificed herself to help us defeat the Walpurgis Night."

Madoka looks down looking like she is about to cry, thinking to myself she is such a crybaby.

Luckily Sayaka had spoken up before she actually did.

"Oh look at the time! Its noon shouldn't you be getting our food Homura?"

I pause for several seconds and speak: "Hmm your right, Kyoko is probably about to starve to death."

"Hey, I heard that bitch!" She screams.

Sayaka and Madoka laugh at her and I just smile slightly. After a while I bring the food than we start eating. And like we all guess Kyoko is scarfing it down faster than all of us….combined.

We all stare at her intently. She finally realizes it and says (still eating of course) "W..hat a…re yo..u gu….ys star….ing at?"

"How rude, you shouldn't show Madoka something so disgusting." I said as Madoka blushes slightly. She swallowed finally and yelled "SHUT UP HOMURA!" So after our little fight and eating our food we talked for several hours and Kyoko and Sayaka leave and it's just me and Madoka left in my apartment. Than Madoka speaks up and says something "slightly" disturbing to me.

"…..Homura-chan are you feeling ok?"

"Yes." I answer.

"Hmm, well if you say so I'll believe you but it seems you have something bothering you the past few days, but maybe im just imagining things!"

"Yes, that must be it, you should go home and get some rest." I really wanted to invite Madoka over to sleep with me tonight but I just can't after that."

She walks out but before she closes the door.

"Madoka wait!"

"Hmm? What is it Homura-chan?"

"I love you Madoka more than anything!"

She smiles and responds: "Me to, let's stay together forever."

After she says those words I was about to burst into tears but I was able to hold them back until she left. I really did hope for that more than anything in the world but a part of me is saying it's impossible. Just at the thought of that I cry even more. Besides that there is something bothering her just as much, if not more. What she said to me earlier, "it seems you have something bothering you the past few days."

There defiantly was something bothering me. It was the fact that she and the others still don't know about me and the time-traveling ability I used to possess. I wanted to tell her, I really did however her knowing all of this would come as a big surprise and she mite be mad at me for keeping secrets from her and she would break up with me! Than all my work would be wasted and Mami's and Sayaka's sacrifice would be in vein. I don't think I could live with myself any longer, Madoka was my "everything" to me, nothing was more important than her to me and no sacrifice is to big to save her. It was at the end of the week I was starting to feel unwell and seems other people were noticing to. I told Madoka to meet me at my apartment after school to tell her the truth about me. About 10 minutes after I get home she gets here, she kisses me but I stand completely emotionless, of course Madoka looks worried. Than I finally spoke.

"Madoka, I must tell you something, I was lying something was bothering me, something that I didn't want to tell you."

She looks confused and waits for me to continue speaking.

"I can understand if you hate me and never want to talk to me after you hear this."

"NO! I would never do that, no matter what!"

"It's my fault that Sayaka became a Puella magi."

She just sits there for a few seconds and speaks.

"Well, I really don't say the problem, it doesn't seem to bother her fighting witches, she seems to enjoy it actually."

Then I told her that the witches were actually magical girls whose Soul gems got to contaminated and was the fate of each one. After I said that she stood speechless.

"It was partially my fault that Mami died to."

"What?"

After that I told her about how I keep redoing the same month over and over until I finally saved her, that sacrifices had to be made to save her. She sits there surprised, tears were coming from her eyes.

After wiping her tears she finally speaks.

"Why?"

"Beca…"

"Why would you do such a thing?! Your saying they died for my sake?! My life shouldn't be sacrificed for 2!"

I stood there shocked, I have never seen Madoka this made before in any timeline.

"Don't blame yourself! It wouldn't matter anyway, I tried many to save everyone but it was impossible. This was the only way, the world would have gotten destroyed if Mami hadn't have died and Sayaka didn't turn into a Puella magi. Trust me Madoka I tried every scenario I could think of."

A few seconds of silence until she speaks.

"Why did you wait this long to tell me? Do the other's know about this?! Why would you lie to me?!"

"Because I knew you would get mad at me and mite break up with me."

"…Your selfish Homura-chan…."

Without letting me say another word she rushes out the door, crying. I was about to leave her and let her go but I started to feel something, a witch. After that I ran to try and find the witch before it could find her. After about 10 minutes of looking I finally found it and it looked like I found it before Madoka did. This witch relatively easy though so I did not try that hard, I was about to finish off the witch but before I did she shot something at me and it missed completely.

"What was it even aiming at?"

So after I defeated the witch I saw something in the corner of my eye, it was Madoka's body collapsing on the floor. I couldn't believe what I just saw, she wasn't aiming at me but Madoka instead! I ran over to her as fast as possible screaming "MADOKA!" I got to her, she was alive but barley, I don't think I can get her anywhere to save her in time.

She is on the floor barley breathing and coughing up blood. This wouldn't be problem if I could just stop time and get her to a hospital or go back in time but ever since the day I saved her from Walpurgis Night my time-traveling powers have stopped working. She looks up at me and sees me crying. She opens her eyes smiles and says "This is all my fault isn't it? If I weren't here this mite not of all happened, Mami and Sayaka mite have been saved."

"Don't say that!"

"Sorry Homura-chan, I guess you couldn't save me after all."

"No!"

With that her eyes close and whispers lightly "I love you Homura-chan."

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