I do not own Inuyasha's characters.

After I went through those little chapters of" Returns To You" after I. Am. Hollow had edited it to make sure that they were 500 words, it reminded me just how much perfection and I DOES NOT belong together. That's why I started a new sequence instead. I'm free from word limits. In case you don't already know, this is a sequence to Fabricated Memories and "Returns To You." So yeah, read them first.

Same as always, I still don't know where this story will go. Just some ideas. Honestly I don't know if I should even be writing because I am in no mood to write. I don't know if I will be able to complete it. Review and let me know. I am missed reading reviews :p


She knew it would not be easy to fall out of love with him, but she never thought it would be this difficult.

Times, she told herself when she first realized she was in love with him. All she needed was time to pick her confusing heart up and she would stop all the feelings she had for him. It was only at the starting stage, her feelings, she would lock them up and return to her old self who only adore him and not lust after him. Sound simple enough. People fall in love and out of love all the time. It only made sense that she should fall out of love with him before it got too deep to turn around. That was what she truly believed. However, it was easier said than done.

She noticed her body reactions toward him in his present, the quickened of her pulses, the thundered of her heart, the elaborated of her breathe, and the fact that she could not bear to meet his eyes. Her face felt hot and turned bright red just by seeing him. She came to the conclusion that distance from him was what she needed. But that worked only for the first couple days after they returned to his palace.

She had tried to avoid him as much as she could, but it only gone so far. When Sesshomaru summoned her, she had no choice but go to him. She felt trapped when it was only him and her. The air seemed to disappear and she could hardly breathe. Yet another part of her was delight to see him. She yearend to see him, she realized.

Even so, she determined to stop her feelings. It would do them no good and she would fall out of love with him no matter what. That was nearly five months ago, but her heart still beat like crazy in his present even now. Her mind had been occupied by none other than the handsome demon lord.

Rin sighed. Just thinking about him already made her face felt hot.

If only he would make it easier for her. She knew he did not do those things on purpose and had no idea how much his innocent actions affect her maiden heart, that his present alone could overwhelm her. He did not know that she was infatuated with him. .

She had tried hard to stop loving him, but whenever he was standing in front of her, she could not help but admired him. Many times she thought her heart would tear itself out of her chest when he handed her a gift and their fingers brushed for the slightest moment. Her breath intake sharply whenever that happened and was glad that Sesshomaru took no noticed of it. Or if he did he thought nothing of it.

Her face turned bright red with embarrassment as well as happiness when he stopped and admire her. Correction, admired her with his new gifts. When she wore the gifts he gave her he would sometimes stopped before her and looked her over with his gorgeous pair of eyes. The knowledge that his eyes were roaming over her made her skin prickled with anticipation. The minutes felt like hours when she was under his gazes.

"It suits you," he would tell her in his cold baritone voice and walked away as if it was nothing while she felt all flustered. Unknown to him, that one phrase made her heart leap as if on cloud nine.

There were times he joined her in the garden and took a walk with her. He often surprised her because his footsteps were so light that she nearly jumped when he suddenly spoke from beside her or behind her.

Rin sighed again. He had no idea how those little things made her life so complicated. She wanted to stop her feelings, but the fact that Sesshomaru was constantly in her present and made her heart doing crazy dance did not help. Nearly all of her times had been unwillingly spent on thinking about him. She was nowhere near falling out of love with him. If anything, she sank deeper and her feelings for him grew stronger.

Rin sighed again for the third time.

She was still in love with Sesshomaru.

And it looked more and more dangerous with each passing day.

She better stop her heart before it was too late.

But maybe it was already too late. She surely hope not.

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See you guys next chapter :D

Sunday, April 06, 2014