Hello, this is a new story idea that I had and I thought I would try it out. It is AU. I'm just not sure how AU it is yet. The massacre has not and will not happen. So accordingly, Itachi and Sasuke act different, so just go with it. By chapter three I will have how AU it's going to be so just hold tight until then.

Rating: T, obviously, for now. The rating might go up.

Pairings: Itachi/Sasuke, of course. Possible side pairings later in the story.

Warnings: This is Uchihacest! Which is INCEST! So if you don't like that then I would advise you not to read this. And if there are anymore pairings later on they will all be shonen-ai pairings. There could possibly be language in later chapters and there is possibly going to be some cutting in later chapters.

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto. :(


Wrong?

Chapter one


There were never enough words to explain his feelings. Or perhaps there were but he never did have many feelings so the words that were in existence weren't appealing to his feelings. So when his heart started beating rapidly and he had this semi-pleasurable burning, nervous sensation when he saw his brother he couldn't say what it was. It had been happening for about a year and a half though, but it still eluded him as to why. So he looked at his brother interestedly as the younger boy sat on a chair on the other side of the room, directly across from him.

The young boy looked at him confused. "Why are you looking at me like that?" He could swear that there was a tinge of pink of the boy's cheeks. His eyes widened a fraction of an inch as he realized he was caught but just looked away from his brother. He heard something muffled and looked back and said, "What?"

His brother looked and him and flushed. "I said, "I didn't say I minded you looking at me, I was just wondering why you were." He nodded. "Because you interest me, Sasuke," The boy blushed again and nodded. "How do I interest you, aniki?"

"...I don't know," he said truthfully. He looked back at Sasuke for a moment and yet again the boy blushed under his gaze. A moment later he closed his eyes and leaned his head back on the couch but couldn't get the image of his brother out of his head. "Can I sit over there with you?"

"Of course, Sasuke," Sasuke nodded and went over to sit with him. As soon as his brother's body landed next to him on the couch arms were around his midsection as Sasuke was hugging him. "I love you, Itachi," Sasuke whispered to him. He smiled and put his arms around Sasuke, returning the hug. "I know. I love you, too."

Suddenly his eyes snapped open as he felt his brother kiss him on the lips and pull away quickly. He looked at his brother confused and the boy frowned, thinking he upset his brother. "Why did you do that, Sasuke?" Said boy buried his face in Itachi's shirt and his answer was muffled. "Now Sasuke, tell me. Don't hide. I'm not angry. Just...surprised..."

Sasuke slowly lifted his head up thinking maybe his brother was lying to him. "Mommy told me that one day...I'll love someone like she loves dad and want to kiss them... And...I love you and I want to kiss you..." Itachi smiled and kissed his brother's forehead. "And I love you, Sasuke, but I'm your brother," for some reason he felt...disappointed by that fact. "And it is not right to do that. One day you will fall in love with some girl and have a family with her." Now he felt disappointed and jealous of whatever girl is lucky enough to have his brother. He didn't want to give his brother up. He didn't want him to fall in love. He wanted Sasuke to stay with him. He wanted...wanted Sasuke to kiss him again, even if it meant nothing to the boy.

But didn't he just tell Sasuke that they were brothers, and that the very thing that he wanted to do was wrong? Then why was he feeling this way? Why did he want this when it was looked badly upon by society? Plus because of their age difference, if anything did transpire Itachi would be put in jail so fast that he wouldn't even know it until those cold iron bars stood blocking him from his brother; mocking him.

"...But I don't want to fall in love with some girl aniki. I...I already love you!" Itachi was almost shocked seeing as Sasuke almost never answered back when Itachi told him what he was going to do, but obviously Sasuke was very adamant about this matter. "Sasuke, we are brothers. Nothing can come of whatever love you or I may hold. I'm sorry."

"No you're not! If...if you really meant that then you would at least...try to keep an open mind... But...fine niisan. If I'm supposed to fall in love with a girl...I will...to make you happy." Itachi looked at his brother, who was close to tears and looked defeated. It made his chest ache. He wanted to make his brother feel better, and he didn't want his brother to be with some girl. He knew it was what was right, but he didn't know if he could actually live seeing Sasuke with someone else. His brother meant too much to him, he couldn't just give him up.

So Itachi did the only thing that he thought he could. He leaned down and placed his lips on Sasuke's. His brother's eyes widened in surprise but he kissed back. "I'm sorry, Sasuke," Itachi mumbled against his lips wanting to go further and never let go, but he knew he had to. He pulled away and stood up leaving a blushing Sasuke to stare at him confused. "I'm sorry, Sasuke," he said again when he was almost out of the room. He turned and looked his brother in the eyes.

"I love you."

And then Sasuke was left staring at empty space as Itachi walked away and to his room. Itachi knew when he said those three words before leaving the room that he didn't mean them brotherly anymore, for he had finally figured out what he was feelings for his brother. He figured it out when he kissed Sasuke. He was in love with his brother and there was absolutely nothing he could do about it.

As he lay on his bed after shutting his door he thought. Thought about what had just happened, thought about how wrong it was, but about how right it felt, thought about what would happen if anybody found out. "Sasuke... How could you do this to me?" He knew it wasn't his brother's fault. It was his for letting his brother get close. It was his for having these feelings. His brother was just his adorable brother and doing the things little eleven-year-old boys do.

Now he felt close to tears, for he coudn't have the boy he loved so dearly. "I love you so much, Sasuke," he whispered to himself. All this emotion hitting him was overwhelming and just because of his little brother. And as he thought of kissing his brother again he broke and a single tear trailed down his cheek. But he didn't care or wipe it away.

While he was in his thoughts he never noticed his door open and close and the very object of his thoughts walk in looking worried. Sasuke had climbed on his bed quietly and still unnoticed and the boy gasped when he saw the tear that fell down his brother' face. And only when Sasuke reached his hand out and wiped the tear away did Itachi notice him.

Itachi looked at his brother and Sasuke saw the pain in Itachi's eyes and gasped again before hugging his brother tightly. "What's wrong, aniki?" He asked Itachi, who bit his lip to stop himself from saying or doing anything he'd regret later. "Nothing, Sasuke, I'm fine. Go play." He answered and Sasuke looked up at him. "You're not fine, niisan. What's wrong? I did something, didn't I? I'm so sorry. I'll fix it, whatever it is. Please don't be mad at me."

"You didn't do anything, Sasuke. I'm sorry. I'm fine really, don't worry about me." Saske made a face and sat up putting his face close to Itachi's. "I will worry about you, aniki. I don't care what you think about it or whatever, but I love you and I want you to be happy. So...be happy...please." The strictness in Sasuke's voice faded as he pretty much begged Itachi to be happy.

Itachi couldn't take it anymore and closed the little distance between them as he place his lips on Sasuke's once more. Sasuke wasn't as shocked this time, as this was the reaction he was hoping for, and kissed Itachi back quickly. Itachi pulled away a moment later and looked the ceiling before closing his eyes. "I love you, Sasuke," he whispered. "But...not like I'm supposed to, I'm sorry," he said and a tear fell from his closed eyes. Sasuke laid his head on Itachi's chest listening to his brother's heartbeat. "It's okay, aniki," he said soothingly.

"No, Sasuke, it's not okay. Don't you understand?" he said opening his eyes and looking at the boy on his chest. "I'm...I'm in love with you Sasuke, and you're my brother...its wrong Sasuke, no–" he was cut off as Sasuke pressed their lips together again and pulled away a second later. And as Itachi caught a glimpse of Sasuke's face he saw the tears falling from his brother's beautiful eyes.

"It's only wrong if you believe that, aniki. You...you say you're in love with me...then how is it so wrong? You should be able to love whoever you want. And...I love you... I don't think it's wrong. You make me happy and feel...different, a good different when I think about you and am around you... It's not wrong..." Itachi closed his eyes again as another tear fell. He knew his brother was right, and realized, not for the first time, that his brother was very mature, maybe too mature for his age, but...if something were to come of his feelings...they could get caught. It was incest...it was wrong, no matter how right it felt. If only they were born in a different time and not as brothers...maybe something could happen between them...but now, nothing could happen.

"I...I'm sorry, Sasuke," He brought his brother closer to him and hugged him before kissing his lips once more. When they broke apart Itachi stood up more tears spilling, and he looked at Sasuke sitting on his bed looking lost and helpless. "Remember that, no matter what, I will always love you and only you." Itachi started walking to his door and heard Sasuke's sobs growing louder.

"Please don't leave me, Itachi! Please..." Itachi wanted so much to just turn around and go to his brother's side and never leave him, but if he did that...there would be no turning back... He wouldn't leave his brother if he went back now. He closed his eyes tightly letting the tears fall and bent his head towards the ground.

"I'm sorry, Sasuke,"

TBC...


A/N: And there is chapter one. I have chapter two finished but I will not put if I don't get enough positive feedback, so please review and tell me what you think.

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