Bella looked out the window of her room in hopes that he would show up and give her the little half smile that she loved so much. She didn't know what to do anymore with graduation coming up soon and the fact she hadn't seen Edward in a week. For a breif moment she cursed the fact he needed to go hunting every month or so.
She tried to focus on her school work but that couldn't happen. After all, how could she do anything except for think about last weekend when Charlie was out fishing. He had finally taken her and she couldn't stop blushing even after trying to think of other things like school and work. Even though they were good at hiding what they did there was no hiding it from Alice who said she knew it was going to happen a week before it did.
Her head was now swimming with thoughts when she heard someone tapping at her window. She looked over to see who it was and almost cried out of joy when she saw it was the person she'd been waiting to see all week (felt like all her life though). Bella opened the window so fast that even Edward was suprised. He didn't know that she would miss him this much but it was good to know she loved him so much. His arms automatically took their place around her waist making it kind of hard to get into the room without fallin and they did fall after a bit. Only it was on the bed and they weren't worried about getting hurt by the other. They were just living for the moment.
One month later...
"What?!" Bella almost screamed at Edward, "Why do you have to leave me like this?!?!? You promised that you wouldn't ever leave!!"
Edward just looked away not explaining why he now wanted to leave Forks and never come back. She could feel tears well up in her eyes but she didn't let them fall. This time she wasn't going to try and hold him. There was no point in it for the moment so she turned and started walking. This time it wasn't into the woods but instead it was just walking as long as she could to nowhere in particular. Bella felt the odd need to walk away from Forks and not go back. And she was think ing of doing just that. Her small form started to shiver and for a breif moment she was going to go back, she could get sick.
But there was no reason to. She didn't make a promise like last time so she could be as stupid as she wanted. Finally the tears she was holding back started falling and with them there was rain.
"Shit," she said with a grimace, "where am I?"
She automatically started looking for a place to sit down and wait out the rain. Her heart skipped a beat when she saw she had walked all the way to the Cullen's house and thought about turning around but it was too late.
"Bella? What are you doing... Did you walk out here?" said Alice from the door as Bella was half turned.
"What's it matter?" She said through tears to her pixie-like friend, "Edward and you are leaving remember?" Even she winced at the icy-ness of her voice and wished for once she could have done something right to keep him and his family here. Alice had a look on her face like she had been slapped and Bella regretted her words.
"I'm sorry I'll leave now..." Bella walked away before alice could say anything but it wasn't her words that shocked her. It was a vision of what was going to happen and she would have to tell Edward so that he could choose what he wanted to do.
To Edwards suprise he opened the door to a punch in the face(though it did no damage) and alice cussing him out for wanting to leave Bella.
"What the fuck did you think you were doing Edward?! Leaving her the exact moment she was going to tell you about the most important thing in both your lives!!!"
Edward looked at her coldly, "What would that important thing be anyway?"
"Why dont you ask her I told her to come over for a goodbye party in twenty minutes."
This made him panic, the look on his face one of shock. He couldn't see her again. If he saw her he'd never leave and stay with her eventually hurting her in another way and he couldn't bear it. Just as those thoughts were going through edwards head there was a knock at the door and by the fact that he couldn't read the person's mind he knew it was Bella, his Bella that he had wanted in so many ways since the day he had met her. Before he could run upstairs Emmit was in front of the stairs with a determend look on his face. Suddenly it dawned on him, they all knew what she wanted to say and they were determined to make him listen to her.
Alice glared at him before opening the door revealing a side of Bella he hadn't ever seen before. Her hair was covering her face and she was wearing a sweatshirt that must have been four sizes too big. All in all she looked like a small child and it broke his heart. Without even thinking he rushed up to hug her, his resolve flying out the window. But now he caught something else about her. Around this time of the month he would be avoiding her but now he couldn't smell it to know to keep away. She wasn't on her "time of the month" but he chose to ignore it.
"Bella I'm so sorry for saying the things I said!" Edward mumbled in jumbled words, "Alice told me you needed to tell me something."
Something was wrong and he knew it by the look on her face as they walked outside, her clutching onto his hand as tight as it had ever been. They finally came up to a bench and Bella sat down and looked at Edward.
Bella sighed, "Edward we need to talk about something important. But you need to promise me something first, ok?"
"Sure anything you need I'll do." he looked at her and was glad that he couldn't cry anymore because that's what he felt like doing. She looked so different like that and he couldn't stop the need to holds her.
"Promise me that you won't freak out when I tell you this ok?" Now he knew it was going to be bad but he couldn't say no or else she wouldn't tell him and he would regret it.
"I promise..."
"Well..." at this point Bella was staring down at the ground and tears were falling, "I'm pregnant Edward. Your the father you've got to be!" Bella was hysterical at this point but he made no move to touch her. How could she? He knew he couln't have children. But the next thing she said had him know it was true that he was the father. "Carlisle told me that vampires can have children but only if they have fed recently."
Edward was shocked speechless. He had gone hunting the day that she had given her virginity to him.
"Bella you need to come with us," he said looking at her, "I don't want to be apart from you and our child." To both their suprise they were happy with the thougth of a baby that they could take care of. The only problem was that they would need to tell Charlie and he had already blown his top off about motor cycles and everything else.
She looked up at Edward and totally stopped crying. "Edward can we just leave and not tell Charlie? I dont think he could handle it if we told him. Maybe we could leave a note explaining why I had to leave ok?"
Edward nodded. Bella shivered with cold and looked at him. He smiled and picked her up running over to his house. As soon as he opened the door he had to dodge his family as the tried to hug her and coo over the thought of a new baby in the house.
"Bella's coming with us." and that was all he said as he ran upstairs with her still in his arms and staring at his face, amazed. He laughed knnowing he was dazzling her again like he always did. "Look," he started, "tomarrow we need to go to the mall and get you some clothes so we don't have to go to your dad's house."
She smiled and nodded before going into a dreamless sleep. Edward saw that she was sleep and went back down stairs to talk with Carlisle. There were a lot of things to discuss if they wanted to keep Bella with them.
