As he stood leaning against the building, watching the young couple sharing a kiss, The young man's heart closed his eyes against the pain his heart felt. He hated his nineteen year old heart for feeling this emotion He wished it was his lips that were receiving the beautiful suergeon like hands touching his face. How he hated that girl that was receiving those finger's touches. Again he watched the couple. He found it unbearable as he felt new tears on his cheeks. He turned and walked away so as not to be spotted by the couple. He didn;t know where he was going. He only knew he had to get away from the sight that made his heart ache. Unbeknowest to Sherlock Holmes , John Watson had spotted him "Sherlock."He whispered.

John had to turned to Sarah" I must go to him." Sarah smiled "Of course. Go after the man who has your heart." John looked at her in surprise yet also in some relief " You know?" The young woman smiled and nodded "Yes John I know. I think I have always known. Don't worry bout me. I promise ,We will always be I think that some where there is a young man who needs you to love him more then I do." She kissed him " Be well John. Be happy." He hugged her "Thank you." John left her and quickly headed in the direction he had seen Sherlock go.

John found him sitting down, leaning against a tree, John spoke softly "Sherlock?" Startled Sherlock looked up "John." he quickly wiped his tear stained face and smiled a smile to help him cover his pain. "Sherlock,are you ok?" Sitting down beside him, John took hold of his hands tenderly , Sherlock shook off the hand "DON'T! Don't touch me!" He spat. John Watson looked at his friend,stunned at the reaction. "Sherlock what's the matter?" John kissed his cheek softly and again was shaken off."Please tell me what's wrong."

Sherlock looked at him. How he longed to kiss him. But he harded his heart against this urge, Sherlock then wiped his eyes again as he spat"Nothing is the matter. Just leave me alone will you. And I am sure Sarah wouldn't like you holdiing my hand. Or kissing my cheek." He then turned away "Now if you will excuse me, I wish to be left alone." John looked at him puzzled "Why would Sarah care if..." then it dawn on him. Sherlock had seen him kiss Sarah. John looked at Sherlock and touched his cheek. The young Holmes closed his eyes at the touch. He began to sing softly.

TELL ME DOES SHE KISS THE WAY I LONG TO KISS YOU. DOES IT FEEL THE SAME WHEN SHE SAYS YOUR NAME. SOME WHERE DEEP INSIDE YOU MUST KNOW I WILL MISS YOU. BUT WHAT MORE CAN I SAY. RULES MUST BE OBEYED. "

Sherlock felt John's hand on his shoulder and he turned him around."Sherlock, look at me." he gently cupped Sherlock's chin and forced their eyes to meet. "I am no longer with fact I was never really with Sarah." Sherlock laughed bitterly "Yeah right. I am not a fool John.I've seen you on campus. I saw you just now with your tongue down her throat." John sighed " Oh Shut it will I did not have my tongue down her throat. That kiss you saw was a kiss goodbye."

He put his arm around Sherlock "Do you not understand? I can not be with Sarah, when I am soo in love with some one else." Through his blurred eyes Sherlock looked at him"You... you love me?" In response John placed on Sherlock's lips a soft lover's kiss. He smiled as he felt a tongue that was not his own gain acess to his mouth. He felt slender fingers in his hair and running down his neck bone, giving him pleasure . Soon the kiss stopped and they sat together foreheads touching. They held each other. Sherlock spoke, his voice breathless. "I love you John Watson. I want to make love to you. Please." John kissed him again as he murmured "I want that too."

Ten minutes later found them at Sherlock's flat. Gently John helped his soon to be lover off with his clothes, and lay him down on his bed against the soft pillow. John kissed his boyfriend's bare chest causing Sherlock to moan as John's lips grazed his nipple. He watched as John then took off his clothes.. Sherlock ran his fingers down his own body and pleasured himself as he , John then went to him. Sherlock raised his knees. ( as one would do when one does sit ups.)

Thus exposing his nude body and his entrance to his lover. John covered Sherlock's body with kisses. John then did something that made Sherlock cry out in such pleasure. He had genty licked his lover's sweet entrance. This caused the young man to scream out John's name. John then took his lover in his arms as his cock gently and lovingly entered Sherlock's body.

As Sherlock felt John suck his nipples leisurely,he murmured "Oh John! I would be soo lost with out my Boswel." John felt Sherlock's slender fingers exploring his body. He heard Sherlock whimper as John's tongue found Sherlock's cock. John found it to be the most beautiful feature on his lover's body . He took it in to his mouth and gently sucked the tip. Again causing Sherlock to whimper."Oh John , I love you. I am now ." They made love that night. Soon Sherlock lay nestled in John's bare arms, breathing easy and feeling his eyes he murmured,"John,my Boswel," he soon drifted off to sleep as John held him and kissed him one last time. "Yes,I am your Boswel,Now and always. Now sleep" He closed his eyes and soon found sleep.

ok soo what do you think?

this is a Au story ( not sure where it came from. )

the guys are both nineteen in this story, and still in school. And i do like sarah but i don't like her coming between sherlock and Watson. Sherlock has John's heart )

And the song is Abba's the winner takes it all.

should i continue?

and IShouldbeoverthis

this story is for you. hope you like .