Big Wish Days

This is the Journal my mom gave me before she died. How did this happen we were a perfect family. Till she got cancer. Now all my dad does is drink all day. Doesn't even bother to make me dinner. Its the same thing every night. Some pizza. I admit i love pizza but i get tired of it. I'm in my room right now. 'Bout to go to bed but i thought it would be good to right inmy new journal. It smells like my mom. So it makes me feel better. Even though she died last year. I was to sad to write in it before. Well gonna go to bed now.

Ugh. I Feel like crying. Today Tenderheart said that my mom deserved what she got cause she was a bad mother. She was not. Atleast thats what i keep trying to say to myself. When i think of it she was never home. She allways yelled at me if i didn't clean my room. But she still loved me Right?. Oh this is just stupid i'm letting it get to m,y head. I just gotta ignore it. Oh god now i'm crying. Now my dads calling me down for dinner. I hate my life right now.

Whats wrong with me?. I can't beleive i did that. In english class today Tenderheart passed me a note witha pic of my mom and it said " Oh no i'm dead. Now Wish will have no mother Sob Sob Sob" Then i yelled at him to shut up or i'll kill him. And the teacher totally called on me to go to the Princble's office. Then the Princable yelled at me for yelling in class i totally ran out crying. I feel stupid for being sucha cry baby. Well no more crybaby me i've gotta be touth.

I did it. I punched Tenderheart right in the nose. Ha!.

Great now i've got detencion and my dad totally yelled at me and grounded me. All cause i punched Tenderheart in the nose. Well he deserved it. I bet he'll never tease me again.

OMG! I can't beleive it . Love-a-Lot came up to me in the hall and totally praised me for being to touth. Yes!.

I hate school. I hate Tenderheart. I hate my dad. I HATE my life.